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Shit I should have just left this alone till it ended ..why did I have to read it now ..I can't do this I can't handle tragic stories please author ..there is already tragedy everywhere..please give this a happy ending ..that aside I loved the story I was supposed to sleep by 12 but here I am from 10 pm to 5am binge reading my eyes hurts ..
I don't think I will be able to read season 2 or continue with this atleast not while it is still ongoing or I know the arc of guilt is completed because come on that's so heartbreaking .Shahan was barely surviving and now you drop that bomb on him ..I can't even begin to imagine how he must be feeling ..it is impossible to hold yourself together and not just give up entirely and do something extreme..plus heegon his guilt will be eating him up he have to stay strong for sahan but at the same time he will blame himself..things are going to get so messy ..the overwhelming emotions, regret will eat them up...I just hope they heal each other down the road ..only then am I picking this up ..or else I will be a broken mess myself..This season didn'tshow much of Philip but he must have been carying a heavy burden himself and silently saw sahan as the only person that gave him the courage to hold on and continue with life ..when he was denied of that he probably couldn't take it and did what he did ..I guess I will visit in a year or two because I know the story will be good regardless of me bawling my eyes out