Wow wtf is the ML doing. Yikes. Idk if I can even feel sorry for him at this point. If we were reading from the pov of Nanjo we would legit view the ML as a rapist manipulator and hate his guts. He wouldn't be the ML. More like the antagonist that eventually stalks and tries to kill the actual couple and then he would either die or get sent to prison and we would be happy. Like deadass how many more times does Nanjo gotta say he dont want you to get the fucking picture bro. He. Dont. Want. You. Move on. Ik ik. Easier said than done. But leave. Do to a different country. Do what you gotta do. This ain't it
Somebody please just let me know when they both tell each other their true feelings. I feel like I have been reading this for 10years and they still don't know that they love each other and I completely blame the MC bcuz wtf dude. He literally wears a stone face, doesn't say shit (but his inner monologues are just here to torture us since the ML isn't a fucking mindreader), and he cries in silence. I just need for the ML to catch him crying. Pressure him to explain whats wrong and then they realize that they both love each other so much and then they can face the world together
I think I have been reading too many plots with black flags because im like this is minor leagues stuff. I still like the ML. Yeah the collar and chain is a bit much but he didn't break his ankles. Yeah its bad irl but this is yaoi so its not THAT bad (*thinks about the comment that I just typed and books session with therapist )
Because authors literally make us trauma bond with these black flags. And the MCs end up with them in the end which really making us overlook all the fucked up stuff they did. Its like Well if the MC could love them again I guess SAing, torture, physical abuse, verbal abuse, and being an overall dick are all things that can and will be forgiven
Oh my gawd.. eye scar, huge, glasses... you are everything. I want him. Can I get 2 day shipping plz!!
Also I loveeeeee that the MC is helping the ML to experience life. I feel like the ML father will find out and try to hurt the MC and that's when the ML will go feral, escape, and unleash havoc on everybody that gets in his way. Can't wait. I hope the streets flooded with the blood of his enemies
God damnnit! Wtf! Its always something. Where is a flippable desk when you need one. Wtf. Im soooo frustrated. I know this runaround bs is pretty standard in yaoi but God dammit its pissing me off. Im just ready for them to be together and work through their bs. They got enough problems without adding in this misunderstanding or God forbid distance due to the ML being forced to relocate.
Damn I missed the ML soo much to come back to a long ass flashback. I feel.... hmmmm ripped off. I needed this to start right back up where they left off. I need my couple together. The ML is soooo sad. And ik he doesn't deserve the uke with how he treated him and temporarily had him but God dammit I need them together









Instead of "date me" say "marry me". Im 100% sure he will say yes. Okay more like 70% sure. Well 70% if we round up from 30% lol. Our cute uke is just scared that
If you date it could mean that you might eventually break up. I wanna give him a hug.