I keep gaslighting myself for the whole season that the author is not romanticizing SA just like Kimoto is gaslighting himself that there is still some good in Tehir.
I am about to cry but I still have faith the athor is about to cook
I don't think she's trying to romanticize SA but she's trying to show how messed up both are
kimoto saying he doesn't want to feel good just cuz he likes tehir and admitting that he hates himself so much for liking it shows that he's aware of the SA and aware that he's kinda accepting and 'enjoying'? the rape and that it's really weird and he hates himself for it? Idk but I feel it's deeper than just romanticizing SA
Well... I hope it wont be: "He raped me, but I kinda liked it so it's ok" trope like in most of BL comics. We have to wait and see
Finally this season is over (⌒▽⌒)