Even after making the panels light-hearted, it’s still hard for the person hearing those words from someone as self-destructive as Mokyeon. Although it hasn’t been officially confirmed yet, I really think Mokyeon should seek professional help first. But we know that’s probably not the top priority on his mind or, if we’re lucky, maybe the author will pointed out it later.
There’s still so much healing that Mokyeon needs to do, especially learning to accept the reality that whatever Nanjo’s decision may be, his life shouldn’t revolve around just one person. On that note, I just hope that whatever Nanjo decides, it isn’t something forced or done out of pity because if it does? then the point of this story would fall into unsatisfactory flow. I’m getting really invested in this because it tackles mental health issues, and it’s almost brutal in the way it portrays these kinds of emotional struggles beneath the warmth, sweetness, and fondness that you’d usually expect from a typical BL story.
the difference bw novel and manhwa ver. is obviously the way the creator draw every scene. i mean what do you mean that this manhwa is getting lewd every updates? novel tends to be lewd but not to the point that you actually pleasurable to read it. novel is insanely bad. and by what i mean it, it's disturbing and horrible bcs it's completely detailed one.
this chasing arc that i never wished for. im really worried that aaron might sleep with that asshole but never mind, he really cared yujin even if he loosing himself in the darkness. my only wish for them is that when the time comes, i hope aaron will not seek into the kind of things that aren't acceptable. i cherish this too much to be that happen to them.











I get it Seungmin's overprotective towards Jaeyoung and it will never be annoy me bcs I too wants Jaeyoung in a better place with better people where he can safely roaming around as he please.