wow i cant stop thinking about that scar on his wrist
PLEASE MY HEART HURTS SO FUCKING BAD I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE
Why is it Garam's job to fix things with Jaehyuk? Honestly, I'd rather they just didn't get back together. They're not compatible, they both suck at communicating, and they have lived completely different realities. But I understand Garam's perspective very well. He has gone through some homophobic shit and lived in fear of people's rejection and mistreatment of gay people. Even Jaehyuk was a horrible homophobic POS to him since the beginning and still dares to claim he "isn't gay", like he's not the same as him.
But Jaehyuk has never been through homophobia and probably never will, at least not to the same intensity as Garam. He's tall, handsome, somewhat charismatic (even if it's fake), and rich, stuff people love to suck up to. Some may criticize him behind his back but be blatantly homophobic? Probably never. He cannot understand Garam's fears because he is in a privileged position and he's also selfish. Besides, he's only nice to Garam when he got what he wanted, and the second they drift away, he treats him like shit and even talks badly about him. I didn't expect him to magically change, but he hasn't grown one bit either.
i just could never hate on garam i think the homophobic shits he had gone through somewhat justifies him being guarded and all like... he was literally had the school outcasted him, had his bf outed him & slapped by his bf's mom, and his own mom being disappointed at him for being gay... i just could never find myself hating on garam
season 3 is like the medicine i didn't know i needed
guyssss plsplspls does anyone know what chapter/vol in the novel are we now???? i cant wait anymore its killing meeeeeeee （/TДT)/