I had to drop because I personally couldn't get into it, The art is absolutely beautiful but the story wasn't really enjoyable for me, the way the relationship started felt off and kinda like it was forced on hosik, but I kept reading until it made me uncomfortable that he really had no say about anything in the relationship, I couldn't enjoy it for said reason's, this is my little warning to people who are sensitive to things like that like me.
I personally couldn't get into it, way to much rape and just a purely abusive and depressing environment, I get that it's supposed to be dark but when an innocent person is just being tormented it doesn't make much of an enjoyable story, especially because that was basically the whole plot of it, I dropped it once his brother died and he didn't get the fuck out of there
There are way better dark BLs out there that aren't just pure torture...
This is like so bad, but i still reread it occasionally because it was one of my first bls and it's nostalgic, the plots concept was good but none of the characters are likeable at all, MC is as dense as a brick and ML is a asshole, not only that but a crazy mf who kidnapped and tortured people had a fucking redemption? Wtf
Yes the story can get weird sometimes but it's such a worth it read, I loved the entire story and plot wholeheartedly, the ending was especially good had me sobbing, love that we got to see how the side characters were doing at the end aswell. (It's particularly good for people who know they like long and intricate manhuas lol)











This was genuinely such a good read, you can really feel the emotions from it, I was so fucking anxious the whole time reading this, this is probably one of my favourites now, it's a psychological done really well, a must read.