what is actually stopping jibung from drawing the 30 chapters of smut ik in my heart she desires to???????? when "take it, jinhyeong" first dropped i deadass could not stop thinking about it for months, imagine if we had the whole scene of that night?? the newest chapter just reminded me of that like she clearly knows what she's doing when it comes to smut. i just wish we had more than a panel or 2, i'd even settle for 3
i don't even think his brother wants him, prolly just wants to taunt jaeyi. although i will say that, considering both brothers have such cynical views of each other from their own perspective, it makes me wonder how much of that is real and how much of their pov was shaped by a child going through their respective circumstances.
even if it's not a happy ending, even if they don't end up together, i'm so curious to see both of them grow into adults and hopefully even older how'd they possibly deal with their traumatic past, how'd it impact their behavior even after (HOPEFULLY) being distanced from the sources in the future, all of it. i'm so desperate to see them genuinely happy and feel permanent relief without some fucked shit waiting for them in the background. i want to see them live more than anything.










my prayers have been heard