Hey chat.. novel reader here. This will get dark gloomy and straight up weird. The amount of rape and turning him into an omega and torturing him until he was hospitalized was a hard read. Happy ending tho after some time apart and the ml will get his shit together at some point. The beta whos now omega cant have kids and honestly thats better the ml likes kids and the man hes obsessed over can never give him that. You cant have your cake and eat it too










I really like the manhwa so I had to read the novel and I kinda wish I didnt. This is a long rant (spoilers)
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This story is for sure Immoral in every sense. Ml kept calling him slut and only said his name like 3 or 4 times till the very end. Mc kept wondering if he had Stockhome syndrome he became addicted to sex and he was obsessing over the top
The top kept fucking him even when hes passed out as if thats normal. Ml is an ex convict hes not gentle and never changed he stayed rough and rude but super generous
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Theres def no romance except when he gave him a black card to spend and saved him a few times from perverts he knew in the past (mc been around the block and had sex with way too many problematic people). Top sometimes affectionate in bed but rare but no romance outside the bedroom so dont expect them to be warm n fuzzy
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they had their cute funny moments like when he was beating up someone the mc fucked in the past and mc was like I did that 10 years ago and ml said "are you proud to be a slut for that long" lmao I thought that was deserved
And also when the top told him to arrange their wedding ceremony lol mc was like umm don't think so and ml says its not like you have a say were getting married!!
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The novel main story ends with mc planning to slowly withdraw money from the black card buy gold and one day run away and when hes finally tired of the ml attractive face
I expected to see more romance and have a relationship where they're on equal footings but that never happened the top stayed dominant rude however was caring in his own way and became slightly more affectionate
Mc became so fuckn horny and then complains abt it. He might have had his defiant moments but theyre brief and he goes back to being submissive
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The best part of the story which I think was kinda turning point in their relationship when the top didnt contact him for a whole week. Mc got annoyed he was tossed aside so he ends up packing to go somewhere for a few days but first goes to the same gay bar. I guess he was tailed and was brought back to his house. Even tho the top beat him up when he asked him why the suitcase he thought he was running away. Thats when mc finally talked back in a way and it shows this gangster is NEVER letting him go which some might think is endearing? And it doesnt help mc is a freak for him like he always wondered if he liked him or why hed be this obsessed with having sex w him.
I think if this didnt have the comedic factor it would be toxic.. the top is hot and the way the novel describes him the manhwa didnt do him justice. Hes hot loyal but so damn rude. They also never said they liked each other
That’s sad