it’s clear ML has some kind of attachment to yeomin that he can’t explain nor even understand. All he knows is that he wants to keep yeomin close. Tropes like this are extremely common in toxic bl, so im pretty sure he just really likes yeomin (in an unhealthy, obsessive way) but doesnt know it yet. The whole sponsorship and “not wanting to see anything bothersome” stuff is clear bs lol
omg this is so poetic… the ML throwing yeonmin onto the bed can be read as his unconscious attempt to recreate the time when yeonmin used to express his love for him during sex !!! at first i thought the bed scene was so random but now i get it. the ml wants to bring back yeonmins previous feelings…
im so fucking scared for the next few chapters as a novel reader i feel nauseous
spoiler alert
suhyeok messages jiwook telling him that he’s made a plan for him to escape. jiwook escapes in his car whilst juyeon is out the house, but juyeon finds him as this guy juyeon knew was there (i forgot his name) and so both jiwook and suhyeok were kidnapped , tied in this warehouse. there, stuff about the backstory is revealed (why juyeon is doing this) and a violent gang rape occurs.
jiwook is raped by more men than last time mercilessly whilst being repeatedly punched and slapped around, he is also raped with a bat, has a urethral plug forced into him, is pissed on by multiple men and pissed himself, etc i don’t really know i kind of skimmed past it since it was making me sick…
jiwook is hospitalised with anal teats, urethral teats, mild broken bones, etc. doctors could tell it was rape
after that juyeon takes him back home or whatever; jiwook regains his memory of all the disgusting shit he put juyeon through when he were kids, and no juyeon does not feel a flicker of remorse. there’s this scene that happens a bit later on where juyeon forces jiwook to wear a LOUD vibrator whilst in a college lecture. ppl hear and think it’s a ringtone and jiwook bolts out in embarsssment. there, a few men investigate and find him there, looking at him with lust (wtf) and talking about whether they should report or not






NOOOOOOOO HIW COULD THEY HIATUS THAT WAY???? AQUCUSJNSIQKJX