There's so much life in this manhwa and with all the yaoislop out there this is so refreshing. The characters have actual personalities that differentiate interestingly from the others and the fact that there actually is side characters that have personalities pleases me to my core like the chrcs are so well designed in personality and design, you could genuinely believe they are the main chrcs. The color and comedy this manhwa brings is such a need rn in bl manhwas as well as it's realism at times. There were definitely some moments where chrcs mess up especially MC but they grow from that and I like how they don't overcome it so easily and how they take time to really grow from that mistake and understand more fully of what the damage they caused was and what will happen if they choose not to overcome it (this mostly applies to MC but still). (⌒▽⌒)
Praying for side stories bc ts ended sooo abruptly. I like bl harems for the bottom since I get frustrated if the MC only ends up with one guy when there are better options provided to him so the harem gives me a sort of middle ground ig lol Either way this story was like 99% sex I think the creator just wanted to draw some foursomes lolol
Went into this believing it'd be slop but damn ts actually got some good writing on it icl. Tears were shed at times and ML genuinely sucks but I felt for him at times. (Unfortunately)The most realistic outcomes and reactions were given (SOMETIMES) in this story and that's what makes it so heartwrenching, I think ( ̄へ ̄). That was not counting of the ending but speaking of the ending - as much as I hate it you can't deny at least some understanding for MC's decision and I liked how he knew what he getting into this time at least lol
All in all - miserable story don't read this if you're happy but if you are gna read remember that this is a side story for a diff thing so if stuff doesn't make sense jst guess tbh context clues yk
ok ty( ̄∇ ̄")
I knew going into this that this was just fetish content but wow I was bored. Characters got barely anything going on with them like they both have trauma but there's little to no substance with it or exploration. I could and could not understand why MC does certain things - it's like I can see what author was going for but I can't see it in the actual characters actions and emotions ykwim? Art was great, smut was eh cuz it's short and fetishy (you can 100% tell author has a rape fetish otherwise why would you show it in that way smh) 4/10 short, read it with no expectations thx











genuinely what type of shit did jiwook do to deserve his suffering it's actually sad watching him broken like this omg
want spoiler?
ooh spoil me.
When Juyeon was 14 he had a crush on Jiwook who was 17-18. He starts to hang around Jiwook even though he was a bully, pos. Juyeon was a good student/kid so his mom worries about him. Doesn’t want him to hang around Jiwook’s group.
They go out to drink, Juyeon gets drunk and confesses. Jiwook says he’s a disgusting gay. They stop talking a bit, then one day Jiwook tells him to come to him after school.
He hesitates but Jiwook knows his phone number, home address and all that. So he goes. They go to the school gym.. Jiwook and his friend group rape him.. They do it multiple times.
One time they leave him at school bathroom tied up w a vibrator inside him. The janitor finds him. Lots of pics and videos of him goes around, his mom sees and she basically breaks down. Then Jiwook gets in a fight, looses his memories.
Juyeon doesnt think about revenge, he visits Jiwook at the hospital. As always he’s a pos. Then asks what would Jiwook do if someone hit or something like that. Jiwook says he would hit them back harder etc. That’s when Juyeon decides for revenge.
At the end he kinda gets his memories back and realizes he acted homophobic and evil af like that cuz he also liked him.