You know what, I myself have seen lots of manhwa and mangas and whatever not and every time a girl or a boy is raped in the name of anger I wonder how many have gone through the same thing in real life like chapter 68 made me feel like it that was my lover I could never go back to the same again or be with him it's so humiliating and more painful cause it's from the person I loved and felt safe, and always no amount of pain or betrayal and suffering can compare with that, like I betrayed you badly? kill me, I hurted you? never forgive me, I tried to kill you, kill me back but rape in the name of losing control is just too much it actually shows the real mentality and the lack of love and respect they actually had for their partner but no again even in this story the author will try justify it and they end up happy together and NO JUST BECAUSE ITS FICTION IT DOESN'T FIX IT and yeah I am myself a problem to that I read this
Like literally I can't quite state how beautiful this relationship actually is... Don't get me wrong xinlu still is problematic but that's the point he is ACTUALLY In love love with yuri, it's not obsession, attachment or anything it's purely love the slow development and whispers it's everything he says he doesn't understand it or have not loved anyone but he is falling in love with yuri so beautiful slowly but deeply and it's actually pure his feelings for him... I actually find them more interesting now than taeui and ilay









So umm... What was the medicine dohu was taking for ...
Insomnia i believe