Holy shit, what's with that "it looks like the water washed it all away, we have to do it again"? You can't be such a jerk, fuck, he deserves a damn punch in the face, all this chapter really pissed me off. I can’t believe Juhyeok’s first time is going to be like this, feeling forced to give in just to have a chance to keep fighting for his dream and not even feeling ready to have sex, he’s not even comfortable with his second gender yet. This is just disgusting.