I should really have read the reviews before i started this. Seriously…
When I started i thought it would be about him healing his trauma with the sweet guy he found, but nope! This is a rape fest where the main character develops a severe case of Stockholm syndrome. Basically the author decided, “hey, hoe fun would it be if we psychologically tortured a bunch of characters for no good reason to make one of the most nauseating stories ever created?!” I thought at first maybe his guy would come save him, but quickly realized that wasn’t were this was going. I wanted to see if maybe he gets a happy ending after all so i skipped to chapter 65, and read chapters 65-67 and Im genuinely sick to my stomach. I need to learn when to be done because this is genuinely so horrible and I hate it. Normally I would say its your own prerogative if this is the type of thing you enjoy and want to read, but no. Just no. Im sorry but anyone who genuinely enjoys seeing such brutal rape and mental torment, fictional or not, genuinely needs to get checked because this is sick and disgusting.
I don’t think Ive ever been so genuinely devastated about yaoi before like i am actually so sad i could cry right now what is this i wanna sob into my pillow
HOLD ON A FUCKING SECOND ARE THEY GONNA BE THE SIDE COUPLE OH MY FUCKJNG GODDD I REALLY HOPE SO BECAUSE THEY ARE FINEEEE THEH WOULD MAKE SUCH A GOOD COUPLE URGHH