THE SCREAM I LET OUT OMFGGGGGGG I NEED MOREREEEEEEEE
was feeling really stuck and sad but by reading this helped me feel better ദദ˶˃ ᵕ ˂ )
WHIDNDND I HATE MISCOMMUNICATION TROPE SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
i like how lydia is fairly realistic. since she doesn't know what love truly is, she couldn't give/reciprocate it to lyrica. and only realized it far too late which caused lyrica's life. she was selfish and hungry for power as that's the only way the people around her was. it's truly saddening that she could not break the cycle back in her first life, and only lyrica was the true cycle breaker.
not everyone could truly escape the abuse they experienced for years and years on end (decades upon decades for lydia). thus, the qoute "the abused becomes the abuser" best describes lydia. lyrica and her mother are two sides of the same coin. lyrica being able to run free from the hurt of her abusive mother (able to love), and lydia who became exactly her abusers (in the first life, exploited and exploiter). it's probably the reason why lyrica is such a dear to me. she's truly kind, saw the beauty in it all, and did not become what her environment was, and that's something i truly envy.
i'm not excusing lydia's wrongdoings, i'm just saying that she was in survival mode. thus she could not love and only did what she knows (abuse). what she did is wrong, but that does not mean she can't get her redemption and forgiveness. imo, she's doing good as she recognized her mistakes and is trying really hard to correct them, though sometimes she falls short. not a lot of abusers recognize and make ammends with their wrongs, so you guys should chill out and at the very least recognize that she's doing better than before. also! lyrica forgave her already with the abused that she received from her! it's not explicitly said but you could see it in the way she interacts with her mother.
got mixed feelings for the ending of cliff. totally could see cliff going that way, but a redemption arc might have been good too. like i wish he snapped out of his obsession with that author after the restrictions were lifted, but this ending for him is fine too??
honestly, i predicted this much that they'll somehow be shipped by the author. it's fine and all, but i wish that it was after the whole story or even later down the plotline. i really like seeing gyeol being single and so hee wanting to have girlfriends. so, i just wish she got another girlfriend before all that happened with gyeol. wish author made it develop further before making her confess or smth
Ngl, this feels like rental girlfriend now (´-﹏-`；) I haven't watched nor read that but have seen clips and heard things about it so yea. Feels like rental girlfriend imo
IT'S BACKCKKKKKKKKK, TODAY CANNOT BE BETTER THAN THISSSSS I MISSED THIS SO MUCH JDKDBDKNSKSLS WHAT HAPPENED THO? I THOUGHT THE AUTHOR CANNOT CONTINUE THIS BECAUSE OF THE COMPANYY??
Yo guys, I understand the frustration but wishing someone's death is mean, don't you think..?
Anw, why would you upload it if it's not the update?? ╥﹏╥ I've been looking forward to it and you played with my feelings ╥﹏╥