Would I get absolutely slimed if I said that heo Jina should stay as a top…no discrimination to switches ofc but idk it seems like that’s her preference to be a top, to have control because she def likes taking the assertive role than the more submissive. Pls don’t be mean if you disagree it’s just my opinion
I love when tops (heo Jina) are needy for their bottoms (Kim jinah) you can see how much she craves her even when she tries to push her away, from the first day she was hooked, I hope if they get together they're so caring and gentle with one another
I always forget how personal lesbian romance feels in media after so long watching mlm and mlw dominate web-spaces. I actually cried when it did a flashback to their academy days, immature queer-curious teenagers who didn’t know any better, trying to communicate the intensity of their unnameable emotions through the wrong methods. Never realized how close to home this trope hits when it’s someone like you, I probably would’ve seen it as any other trope had it been between two men, and labeled it as any generic toxic romance. But when the perspective shifts, it’s something genuine, tangible to me. ugh I’m so weird, I just really fucking love lesbians
I don’t know if it was intentional but at first the blonde one was so pretty to me and the brunette seemed almost colorless and devoid of life maybe? but near the latest chapters the brunette seemed to become so beautiful and the blonde became almost sickening to me? like not super healthy looking. I wonder if that was meant to show their feelings towards life in the moment or something of the sorts or maybe I’m looking too deeply into it
I low-key like how Jina is being portrayed in this chapter. she hides behind some kind of "mask" which is how everyone sees her; in this moment they're having she's being stripped of this mask and she feels vulnerable because Jin-Ah is seeing her like that and she begins to panic. That's why she's begging Jin-Ah to treat her like she normally would(pushing her away and such,) it probably stems from some kind of shame or anxiety for her real feelings on top of the vulnerability.(me too girl)
Grown ass woman btw… I so feel like she had a bunch of bad relationships with other women that said disgusting things to her denying any feelings of love towards the same gender and that’s what made her full of internalised lesbophobia and now she’s projecting all those insecurities on the one that was essentially her first love… Like, she probably had no idea she acted the way she did out of romantic jealousy, and assumed it was a “this boy stole my friend” situation but then they KISSED and the floodgates opened, but I am going to bet that bitchass mean friend said mean biggoted things to her that made her clam up and not think about what she was feeling towards Jin-ah and that’s how their relationship got this way. Maybe this bitchass friend was even an ex situationship, idk, she was too mean to Jin-ah so maybe it was jealousy.
Maybe Jina thinks that its better to stay in a toxic relationship than Jin-ah leaving her completely. Though Jina is just stupid because she can't even distinguish that Jin-ah's feelings for her is real. I bet during their high school days, Jin-ah run away because she was confused and she felt really good when she kissed Jina. But idiot Jina thinks that she was disgusting because Jin-ah runaway. Well, Im an idiot, if the same thing happen to me, I will think the same. Hahaha really, the mortal enemy or yuri/gl is "miscommunication".
I think heo Jina is a major control freak with intense rejection and deflection issues. She cant even apologize or come clean and rather fuck Kim jinah instead than to actually talk it out like the 30 year old she’s gonna be (which I don’t object I wanna see heo Jina top her again ofc) and it’s physically hurting her and Kim jinah emotionally as well. I find it so cute that Kim Jinah is still trying to dig deeper to see who heo Jina really is besides the fact she already knows she’s pretty unstable. I’m also glad that Kim jinah rejected her advances and brutally told heo Jina that she’s afraid of losing her without being mean about it. Also I have a theory that heo Jinas uses sex as a way to maintain control of herself and the other person which is why she enjoys and is quick to give pleasure..and let’s say the author does decide to make Kim jinah top I hope she’s a sub top, just being gentle and caring (while also being freaky). If anyone has more theories or anything please comment I like talking to you guysss
guys does anyone know how long this manhwa will be? The author said mid length, is that 20-30 chapters or what? also I'm glad Kim jinah put her foot down