because of overbearing parents that have made me painfully shy when it comes to intimacy. past trauma with a close platonic/crush relationship that has made me pessimistic and more reserved when it comes to sharing my interests/feelings/life etc. now we add a dash of self confidence issues and the fact that no one likes me *chefs kiss*
sorta suck...... reply
tbh i never read yaoi/yuri for gratification in that way? i only read it because i love amazing art and reading and the smut is just a bonus. yea sometimes i feel a little steamy but only because the visuals sometimes align with my own interests but in general i only read it for fun/romance?? i also couldnt stand the seeing real boobs and i still c...... reply
the first time i read yaoi was so long ago i cant even fathom. it's definitely all a blur but if i were to guess, i prob read sekaiichi hatsukoi then junjou romantica too? i also remember reading love stage early on so maybe i read that sometime in between. i wish i never saw this question because now i really want to know what the first yaoi manga...... reply
i get along with my parents pretty okay but i love 2/5 of my older half siblings the most. they're very people friendly/funny/nice and i won't tell them anything and everything but hanging around with them and my nieces and nephews makes me happy! i feel like i appreciate my parents since they raised me but i cant stand how homophobic, transphobic,...... reply
did regret life decision
did have daddy issues
