because of overbearing parents that have made me painfully shy when it comes to intimacy. past trauma with a close platonic/crush relationship that has made me pessimistic and more reserved when it comes to sharing my interests/feelings/life etc. now we add a dash of self confidence issues and the fact that no one likes me *chefs kiss*
sorta suck...... reply
the first time i read yaoi was so long ago i cant even fathom. it's definitely all a blur but if i were to guess, i prob read sekaiichi hatsukoi then junjou romantica too? i also remember reading love stage early on so maybe i read that sometime in between. i wish i never saw this question because now i really want to know what the first yaoi manga...... reply
i get along with my parents pretty okay but i love 2/5 of my older half siblings the most. they're very people friendly/funny/nice and i won't tell them anything and everything but hanging around with them and my nieces and nephews makes me happy! i feel like i appreciate my parents since they raised me but i cant stand how homophobic, transphobic,...... reply
i'd love to learn japanese! i've learned spanish for 6 years but i'm forgetting a lot of it oops. i can understand french and creole a little because of my parents but i can't really speak it (my accent is also trash!). other than jap i'd really love to learn dutch. no other languages have caught my eye yet but i'm up for anything! reply