Honestly at this point Garam needs to start therapy expeditiously. He is making himself sick with all this overthinking and repressing all of his feelings. I feel like now that he experienced a happy relationship with someone he is so scared to lose it or that some rejection is going to happen so he is just pushing away preemptively. At some point this trauma needs to be addressed or it’s going to ruin him
Omg I cannot wait for the next chapter, plss let them finally make up IM TIREDDDD