ADHD and OSFED (other specified feeding or eating disorder, basically I have disordered behaviors but don’t fit into 1 specifically) >o<
I just started medication for ADHD and one of the side effects is reduced appetite so some anorexics abuse them. Now my psychiatrist gets mad when I lose weight even though she won’t address any other ED behav...... reply
I'm shallow so 95% of my disposable income goes to beauty stuff. I buy a lot of nail polish, makeup, clothes, jewelry, hair care, sunscreen, some cosmetic procedures. The other 5% is for room decorations and art supplies ⸜( ´ ꒳ ` )⸝ 1 reply
So real If you want a serious answer, then what I do is set up rewards, like when I finish a task I can eat cake or smthn. Until the task's done, I try to make myself uncomfortable. For example I'm not allowed to pee or look at my phone (being bored makes lame activities look better). I also ask other people to hold me accountable and "force" me t...... reply
Like I love fall/winter vibes but I've never enjoyed them bc live in the tropics and the weather here is the same sweaty ass shit 90% of the year. And I'm in a bad mood the whole time. Lowkey reverse seasonal depression. I can barely go outside because it's so uncomfortable and can even cause heat illness. And it's constantttttt I just want separate seasons T⌓T I wanna wear sweaters and boots and see the leaves fall and make hot drinks and not feel like everyday is the same!!!
So I'm in college right and like 2 weeks ago this guy in my class who's exactly my type ran to catch up with me after it ended. He started talking about how he thinks I dress cool and stuff but I'm really awkward and have no social skills so I panicked and kinda keep quiet, when I did talk I forgot all the social norms for responses and went on a rant about dog sitting (idfk)
Anyways I get to my car he's like "I'm kind of walking in the opposite direction of my car. I'd talk to you more but I don't have anything interesting to say." I lowkey didn't hear what he said at 1st so I just smiled and walked away ;_;
Then last week he walks up next to me and I just look up and don't say anything again cuz I'm a wimp T_T I want him to talk to me so bad he's smart and friendly and super cute but idk what to do...
Like how do I get him to approach me again??? I was hoping we'd be in the same group for assignments but nope. I also don't really have an excuse to go up to him, like what am I supposed to say? (if he even still thinks I'm cool)
did missing an old friend
