I have been in a similar situation and have turned out to be a masochist however I would recommend researching it. It could be that it was a one time occurrence or that you may have some masochist tendencies. I recommend to test yourself and see for yourself if you are indeed a masochist. And if you are to learn your limits, good luck ( ╹▽╹ ) 2 reply
I just try to distract my mind like you can touch all your fingures but your ring one and try to count up to twenty,for every time you fail start over. Or wisper beep boop over and over. reply