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This was perfect and I can't believe this ended, I'm gonna miss Murmur mondays and I'm gonna miss them so much, definitely in my top 5 gls rn. Sooo happy there will be an extra story

PS - I'll just say I don't need to ask for anything anymore bc half of my wishes got granted

the journal factory did explode

"To become more than just friends with you, I didn't know any way other than to ruin our relationship."

Heo Jina, my brother just another me -ᄒᴥᄒ-

Reading this chapter felt like a snake was coiling around my heart or something, I love evil yandere(-ish) women so much, Jina is so iconic omg.

computer find me a toxic fem stone top gf whom i can punch and kick and she also beats on my ass and scratches my face and we highkey hate each other but then we have hate sex and then she kisses the bruises on my stomach while crying and apologizing

Liked chapter 18 a lot, it's good to see the other point of view of this mess.
What I think is that Jin-ah, from her flashback and some moments in previous chapters, thought Heo Jina acted like that to all the other girls. In her flashback she was really bothered when Jina was playing with the other girls.
My guess is, after the kiss, Heo Jina was trying to make it seem like she wasn't romantically interested in Jin-ah to not ruin their friendship, Jin-ah got that as the literal idea (cause she's an air head) and thought Jina didn't think she was special and treated all the other girls the same, so she got a guy to be her bf and make Heo Jina jealous, but instead of trying to talk about her feelings, Jina decided to ruin Jin-ah's relationship and kissed the boy. Then Jin-ah was certain that Heo Jina did that (the skinship, the kissing, the playfullness) with anyone. That's why in early chapters she said she resented Heo Jina more than her boyfriend, and when they where fighting she said Jina was only having fun at her cost, making her feel special when she's not. Then Jin-ah went through the biggest internalisation i've ever seen, my girl suppressed her romantic feelings for Heo Jina really hard.
Basically, none of then talked about their feelings and this lead us to where the story began. It's interesting to read the story since the beginning with this new perspective.
Started reading the series thinking it would would a lame smut yuri like a lot of others, but what a nice surprise, this one is funny and has interesting characters.

I think rereading this from Heo Jina’s perspective really changes things. It’s obvious she liked Jinah from the start. I also looked at one of the early chapters and I noticed Jinah only got with her boyfriend to get a reaction out of Heo Jina, which was a way of defying her “advice” about her boyfriend. Deep down, I think Jina loves and has always loved Heo Jina, maybe she was just suffering from internalized homophobia given how she was acting all grossed out when they kissed each other back in high school which they both “disliked” and exaggerated the whole thing. Another thing I noticed was how Jinah was more upset at Heo Jina when she saw her boyfriend and Jina kiss each other, this reaction might stem from her belief that Heo Jina chose someone else over her. But I believe they both loved each other, just in a different way where Jina showed it a bit more and probably stole Jinah’s boyfriend out of jealousy meanwhile Jina was cautious about it. Rereading the whole thing and noticing small details from the start is really interesting. Murmur might genuinely be one of my favorite gl

I know it crazy I did not think Heo Jina was very interesting at first but it surprised me. In chapter 18 she’s recounting her first time meeting Kim Jin-ah and basically the reason she likes her is she was not at all the type of person she thought she was. She wasn’t super smart, or cold or nice and she was always attracted to her and I like that. It feels real, Kim Jin-ah isn’t perfect and neither is Heo Jina, they come off as real people.

Heo Jina was wondering if she’s a lesbian because she doesn’t feel anything with any other girls but I think that’s because they’re her friends and she always was attracted to Kim Jin-ah and views her differently. The more interesting part is Heo’s friend that looks like Kim Jin-ah I wonder what her deal is, maybe she’s just a mean girl who knows. Heo is either a lesbian or bisexual with a strong preference for women because she admits dating women in her 20s. When she kissed Kim Jin-ah she was sweating and shaking and moaning lol.

Saying "I'm sure I only like guys" to masturbating while listening to a woman's moaning voice is crazy life improvement

Chapter 18 only made me love Heo Jina more, this woman craved FOR YEARS and acts like that now because she's afraid of loosing Kim Ji-nah again. I'm thinking maybe she started being a jerk to Jina bc she started spending more and more time with her bf and began to "neglect" Heo Jina? Either way, going for her bf is crazy

Also, Ji-nah being a fujo who looks grossed by lesbians wasn't on my bingo card, but it's obvious she was like that only because she was afraid to come to terms with her sexuality

PS - week 2 of asking for Jina being a bottom and a strap