Il Woo is narrating past events so he obviously didn't commit suicide and it doesnt sound like baekhee is dead. I wouldn't be suprised if either he or baekhee went to prison for killing baekhee's dad in self defense. The calendar dates show the graduation/release date is creeping near and the first thing the dad will do is track him down. So yh. that's my current theory. one went to prison for protecting the other & the one left behind wallows in guilt and is somewhere reminiscing on a past they can't change. Would be better than either being dead but still tragic doomed yaoi
only has eyes for his lover, only says nice words, isn't pushy but can be clingy at times and always notices the little changes in his lovers behavior and accommodates them accordingly. in short, a true yearner.
about a top taking out his frustration on the bottom via dubiously consented violent sex that leaves the bottom with a torn and bleeding anus. This is practically a storyline in every other BL story, when authors decide it is time to appease sexual tension without resolving the main conflict too quickly, you can always rely on them depict these kind of scenes. Honestly, I expected more from this story, the last thing I wanted was this type of scenario between this pair.