I hate this. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. May the people who said this is paskim’s best work never have a good night’s sleep ever again. I feel absolutely disgusted with myself and the world. What I can’t do is douse myself with gasoline and light it up. However, what I WILL do is cleanse my eyes with some bleach and go on a spiritual retreat. My therapist will be hearing about how traumatizing this was. I should’ve stopped right at chapter one but unfortunately my cursed curiosity got the better of me. Which is exactly why after reading this, I hate myself more than I do hate the work. Actually, no. This work sucks way more than my lack of foresight. I’m gonna kms before ever deciding on reading a work without checking the tags/themes/summary. May I recover from this asap. I feel like absolute garbage
I hate this. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. May the people who said this is paskim’s best work never have a good night’s sleep ever again. I feel absolutely disgusted with myself and the world. What I can’t do is douse myself with gasoline and light it up. However, what I WILL do is cleanse my eyes with some bleach and go on a spiritual retreat. My therapist will be hearing about how traumatizing this was. I should’ve stopped right at chapter one but unfortunately my cursed curiosity got the better of me. Which is exactly why after reading this, I hate myself more than I do hate the work. Actually, no. This work sucks way more than my lack of foresight. I’m gonna kms before ever deciding on reading a work without checking the tags/themes/summary. May I recover from this asap. I feel like absolute garbage