i had A LOT MORE mangas on my "want to read" and "i am reading" lists. i couldn't check the site for a few months and now most of them are deleted from my lists. does any body know whats going on?
i've lost lots of mangas i was excited to read and now i don't know how to find them.( i had some very long lists)
I'm looking for a shounen ai (or maby yaoi) that one of them (with black hair) was in love with his older brother. And there was another boy (with blonde and almost long hair ) in his class that was in love with other boy. And they start a relationship and at last chapter that i read the blonde boy found out that the black hair boy is in love with his brother they had a fight and the next day when the black hair went to the school noticed that the other boy actually cut his hair.
I know my explanation is really bad. But it was ongoing when i read it and I'm really curious what happed next. So please help me of you know any manga like that. Thanks
I'm 99.9% sure it's this:
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boku_no_kareshi_no_sukinahito/
The chapter when the skylar told cirrus that he wished he could be with the other guy instead and confirmed that he was only with cirrus just because he couldn't be with his friend, broke my heart for cirrus so bad. I wished they'd address that in the future and the skylar would explain that its not like that. But it didn't happened and it ruined the story for me. Cause would he stay with cirrus if he could be with his friend? Does he actually love cirrus more than his friend or is he just "the left option"?
Idk why i wrote "the" skylar..
Plus later on when cirrus didn't wand to see skylar and and skaylar would stay by the door, when they talked and cirrus said i knew the reason you wanted to see me was guilt and skylar did not deny it at all. I wish it was because he loved cirrus, not gult. And he'd tell him that. Skylar was a hopeless romantic for cirus's friend but to cirrus he was the opposite. Made me feel like cirrus was actually just a second option that skaylar chose cause the first one was not available
And? Skylar didn't even seem sad when skylar was about to leave the country?? Like did he even love him at all? ( ̄へ ̄)
*When cirrus was about to leave
God i need some sleep