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mo admitting he cares with a sandwich, one of the things he loves most in this world. that says a lot. in this story, sandwiches will from now on be a symbol of luck to me.

hold up i just read a comment about all of this being a flashback to before jian yi got kidnapped on the second day of highschool and disappeared for years ..... WHAT THEY'RE NOT IN MIDDLE SCHOOL ARE THEY???!!!! i'm confused i was so sure all of these chapters happened after his kidnapping.... WAT (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
can someone explain what's going on to me please??

He tian and Lil Mo give me life.

https://www.instagram.com/p/B3b1Gc6pCmD/

Hei Tian literally confesses his feelings in every chapter lately, little Mo is so cutely thick in the head

I’ve read all these chapters and I still don’t know how to pronounce their names :,( I only know how to say mo’s name...

Elope is running away to get married without the parents' consent I need more of these dorks!

this chapter reminded me of all the times that i would be a lazy, anti-authoritarian teen who skipped class and avoided work at all cost lol.... i definitely had times where i would be places a high schooler shouldn't be (usually a roof with access only by climbing) with a friend, only to have a janitor yell "HEY!!!" and me and my pal(s) will just have to scramble away and SPRINT !!!
sometimes we would even stuff our jackets into our bags so no one would recognize us lol. idk, good memories !!
(im still only 19, but i live on my own so it feels like 800 years ago even though it was only 2 years ago.... that distance will only grow, though. If you're still in that time - seize hold of it. It might not be the height of your life, but there's a beautiful kind of freedom you have)

I love how when it comes to their crushes He Tian and Jian Yi get so jealous, petty, and dramatic. It’s funny to me and a touch realistic because toxic or not real people, especially teens, do get like this. People are heavily flawed and naturally can’t always adhere to what’s right. As a fellow easily jealous person I can relate in this instance. I know some people will hate on it and call it toxic but having characters that aren’t perfectly wholesome give a story some bite and substance.

The message of love in that moment when little Mo melts away and accepts He Tian's embrace has reached me deep and rendered me speechless because of how beautifully it was illustrated. Might I say, it's infinitely powerful than the sexual intimacy between two people.

you are crying for the separation of both literal and figurative dogs from its master.

they are literly childrenn,,,
like he is either 14 -15 rn
they r third year of middle shcool
that is like grade 9
juior highschool


at this pointthis is a coming of age story


he lives alone,, he has nightmares and trouble sleeping, he hardly has any real friends (i mean the only person he seemed familiar with was jian yi and i would not call it a close relashionship before he met mo), he doesnt get proper meals(before mo), he is very very lonely, he has issues wiht his family, he feels opressed by his background, the only adult figure that i can see actively involved in his life is probably his brother, he wants to be loved, also tehre seems to be a trauma associated with the grave (form when he visited his brothers estate),

he probably has a lot of mental struggles too u know

and he finally found someone that makes him feel secure, which helps him cope,,, and that is mo,,, but he has to be separated,,, his safe place is literally being taken away form him,
when mo was there he would sleep properly, when mo cooks for him its delicious, when he remembers that mo exists he isnt lonely anymore, its mo who is 'not afraid of darkess',,who chased his nightmares away,he person he went to First when he was tired after visiting his father, mo worries about him and kinda let's him be spoiled u know (um the sandwich,, and the leaning in his shoulder, and the he wouldn't truly abandon him, we can tell by the red sauce incident,, and the leaving without him incident were he visited him in his house in the end), he just wants to be around him u know, which obvious by the way he chases him around everywhere
Mo existence is very special to him at this point, it brings to him a security that can put his heart at peace so he instantly feels better

And all of this is going to be taken away from him soon by the person who's been opressing him his whole life,, his father

Its not thats he's weak or anything, itd just that he's never been in a spot to be strong to begin with so he's vulnerable, by being a bit rebellious towards his bro and dad its like hes silently protesting on his own behalf so he can atleast get some freedom on his life decisions, i mean he does good at school and doesnt get in toruble or anything, he doesn't have the power over his own life,, so he asks his brother,, who might be the only guardian figure in his life for help in his desperate state


Its soo sad poor thing

Someone give the boy a hug,, preferably mo cz id like to see some development here
If its a goodbye,, can I have a goodbye kiss between the two?

Also is it he tian who gives momo his second piercing ?



Man can I get faster updates imam die if heart burn at this point