O_o what min gyeom was trying to convey is: your apology isn't for me. It's for yourself. So you can feel better. Fuck that. Live with it and know, your a bad person.
So, like everyone else, I was brokenhearted when I first read Itou-san, and continued to be throughout the hundreds and hundreds of subsequent reads!, but after reading episode 0, I don't feel as pessimistic anymore, but hopeful and elated. So it turns out that both Kyosuke's and Itou's destiny has been intertwined for longer than we thought, as if it was fated for them to meet and from that moment they have felt (independently) attracted to each other. The first time I finished this story, I was bawling my eyes out thinking it was fucking cruel how Kyousuke lost his memories of Itou, but now I realize that it doesn't matter. The "boss" is no longer a threat, and Kyousekey's and Itou's emotional connection is still there at the subconscious level, and will always be there. It is only a matter of time for Kyousekey to recuperate his memory; and even if he doesn't, again, it doesn't matter, because he's going to fall in love with Itou again, over and over and over; it's inevitable for the two of them to gravitate towards each other. So at this point I'm happy with the ending. Because of episode 0, instead of interpreting this as sad or melancholic, I now view it as a sign of hope, the promise of a new beginning, their shot at the happy ever after they deserve so much...shit, now I'm crying cause I feel happy at that thought...fuck, there's no escaping the feels on this one! （/TДT)/
What I look for in a yaoi? Good artwork, good coupling, and of course good storyline. My favorites though, are the ones with couples that have domineering semes that really adore their ukes and know what makes them lose their minds in bed. I love, love, love it when ukes are so lost with pleasure that their bodies are not even theirs anymore, it'......
Damn, I love it when semes tear the wrapper off the condom using their teeth. It's like the most dominant thing they can do. It's almost like they're saying, "I'm ready. Are you prepared for me?" Fuck, they were beyond sexy in this chapter. (づ￣ ³￣)づლ(´ڡ`ლ)jealous of every fujoshi/girl characters who get see live yaoi smexiness happening right in front of them. if only i could too.. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Paradise View. It gives me running rose EVERY TIME i read it (i dont even know how many times ive read the ending and still gives me chills) then Ive encountered many sad yaoi manga after reading Paradise view but this manga was the one that made me feel broken and shattered.
Me at first: wow what an ass Me 25 pages later: WOW WHAT AN A S S