20 y/o, female, African-German college student. I got into yaoi because I was watching Animes on Youtube, back when barley anything was censored in 2013. I accidentally clicked on a video of two guys fucking, butthole and everything I was initially scared but the I found Junjou romantica and the rest was history. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)...... 2 reply
It's called 'the call of the void' when you think about hurting or killing yourself for no apparent reason. I experianced that often when I was around 14 to 16 years old and even now here and there. It can be a bit unnerving but us usually not threatening. 1 reply
did survived depression
