no amount of redemption, NOT EVEN a tragic backstory can make you seem GOOD TO ME. he had malicious intent towards richelle from the start.
i'm absolutely devastated with jacqueline. her life has been hell after marrying that inconsiderate coward (DON'T EVEN LET ME CATCH YOU).
i just want to appreciate for a moment how resilient she continued to be despite all of the things she went through: losing penny and niro especially. decades of mental torture (and no help from her fucking husband am i right) have done nothing to dull that light inside her—however little as it may have seemed up until now. she continued to hold on until she no longer could.
got me crying as if she were my mom lmfao
chapter 47.
i really want to see richelle and allen come through. LIKE REALLY. i find this manhwa to be written so HAUNTINGLY beautiful (and utterly so tragic) that i can't help but love the characters in it and cheer for them.
BUT TELL ME WHY as they were making they were talking about all the things they wanted to do once they finally beat rogers, did it also feel like i was grieving for them? like something bad is about to happen?
fiddlesticks (lol i've been trying not to swear lately




so EFFING worried that this is one of those dynamics where:
person #1 (in this case, wuyeon): wants to die.
person #2 (mujin): wants to live himself or is at least encouraging person #1 to live.
and in the end, person #2 dies—leaving person #1 with a lesson that they can't forget and continue carry even as the other person is gone (and it's about to be devastating as fuck.. gets me everytime it isn't even funny one more and i'll lose my nuts)
NO THEY ARE ACTUALLY BOTH VAMPIRES WHO COULD NEVER DIE TRUSTT