Is this story written by more than 1 author? It seems like the worst case of ADHD ever. None of it make sense just non stop tit for tats. Like... a paragraph was written and the author decided to go on a 14 hours of Mukbang then write another paragraph and take another 12 hours nap, then did acid, freaked out, curled up into a ball and cry for another 2 hours then complete the chapter.
...some of us do live like the main character, where knives and axes falling onto our backs but we never let out any scream of pain, we just take it until we can no longer. You are an individual like everyone else, your voice needed to be heard, if you were to suffer like Zhishu, its not worth it over a piece of shit. Know your selfworth and preserve it, because even a pissed on 20$ bill still have values. Pain may come with treatments, but you should never give up, there will always someone out there care about you.
I just read the whole thing in Chinese.... Jesus Christ, rest assured that Jiang Wenxu will suffer for the rest of his life, not just when the big thing happened but he will suffer for quite a while.
Tragically is such a light word, it will end in a catastrophe, they all have their own destructive personalities, all 3 of them. The writer actually made Zhishu's and Wenxu's last moment the same, they both dreamt of going back home after school together. Wenxu got a bad heart, and often got heart attacks, and ulcer in the stomach due to excessive drinking and stress, Zhishu never see him again after he walked out of the house, not even after he passed away, he got cremated and scattered into a Lake in Russia. Dr. Ai is the one who suffered the most, but he welcomed it all from the very beginning, he moved to Russia after all this, and probably never love anyone after again. (the end note wasn't clear on that).







He’s such a cry baby and overly emotional.
Agree. If this kind of character personality goes on and keeps hurting the seme imma go dropdrop this.