I remember when I read this the first time I kind of didn’t care about things that happened sexually with characters in yaoi, I would just read it with my mind shut off but rereading this is soo hard. Due to how noncon is so romanticised and built into yaoi routes I always feel like an idiot when I complain about it but this comic for me was perfect in every single way. I loved the characters, how they look, the smut, the plot, all of it—but the random noncon after chapter 50 was so so uncalled for and completely oversexualised. A couple can have issues without it one of them raping their partner(COMPLETELY OUT OF CHARACTER BTW), but yaoi authors seemingly didn’t get the notice about that. It just makes me think that none of these people know anything about real life gay men and this is all just for the shallow enjoyment of readers rather than a representation of people who exist in real life. This isn’t really about high clear anymore, but still it completely ruined my whole rereading experience and I couldn’t get through it. It would’ve been a 5*. :/ (if you read this whole thing ty for giving me the light of day)




When i think back about this comic it’s so glaringly obvious about inkings fetish, it’s sooo fucking gross knowing about it while knowing what she put juha through.