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I find this manga really interesting, but it’s superduper obvious that nobody’s is pointing out that the author might have some type of fetish, but I’m not hating whoever likes it..(๑• . •๑)ˀˀ

This is the most gorgeous beautiful piece of art I ever laid on the characters actually develop through time and it’s not rushed at all. The visuals are perfect. This is the most beautiful. BL I ever read in my whole entire life, and I recommend this to anybody. ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ♡‧₊˚

SPOILER / WHAT THE MALE DOES
Okay what sums up the story is that male lead forces himself multiple times and tries to force him to love him basically but like not really cause he snaps out and gets mad at him sometimes and the mc just takes it because what else is he supposed to do and also he keeps slapping his trauma. (๑• . •๑)ˀˀ

on top of love he’s definitely trying not to think it’s love like boy please who are you trying to fool.
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None of this makes any fucking sense. How is he upset that the mc talks to other people but he’s whoring around with other people also he only sticks around with him when he wants sex like bro.. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

I don’t know the full extent of the relationship because I stopped at chapter 28 because I got extremely irritated that I didn’t even want to finish it my main reason why is because the main character pissed me off so bad because he wants to set boundaries with the ceo and not the blonde hair dude and this is really weird and confusing because I understand he’s crushing on the ceo but the ceo doesn’t really like him back like that so later in the story, the ceo develops feelings and the mc but how are you going to go for a job offer and the person that’s holding the job offer is pursuing you which is first of all weird why is he pursuing you? I understand like love at first sight but you just met this guy or you heard from this guy from mutual people why are you trying to pursue him and I feel like the blonde guy is just playing him and the mc it’s feeding into it cause he’s doing sexual things to the mc and he isn’t bothered by it, which I understand but I really don’t because how are you crushing on somebody else and you go mingle off with somebody else that you don’t know for certain that he likes you just because he said so doesn’t mean that he likes you which you can never know what somebody else is thinking but he wasn’t even certain. He didn’t even try to reassure himself that the guy liked him. He just went along whatever the blonde guy did but when the ceo does it, it’s a huge major problem and I understand that the ceo didn’t show feelings for him, but he didn’t really know if he had a crush on him or not. I understand that he gets upset on the thought of like the ceo using him but he doesn’t question the blonde guy and every single time. The blonde guy tries initiating sex He tries to go with it, but he never goes through with it because he keeps thinking about the ceo which confuses me a lot because how are you gonna let the blonde guy do whatever he wants and when the ceo tries to actually show that he likes you get upset at him and tell him to “stop lying” I don’t even wanna bother finishing this because the dynamic is confusing I don’t like love triangles that’s my personal preference, but this really has me questioning. Does the cradle even know how to write dynamics cause this really made me mad and the mc doesn’t even know what he wants. I don’t wanna finish shit. This is going unfinished because the dynamic is so weird and the main character doesn’t even know who he wants and he has no romantic interest in the blonde guy where I could see so far yeah he’s blushing sometimes because the blonde guy always initiate something which gets me confused..? #－.－) sorry if this paragraph doesn’t make sense English is not my first language ┗( T﹏T )┛