after realizing a few days ago that there were actual twins in this story, me and my friend (a non-yaoi enthusiast) decided to go into a deep dive analysis and went thru an actual rabbit hole. took us 2 whole ass hours to read 4 chapters. obviously, the more formal and mature twin is hajoon's older brother, while hajun is more golden retriever-coded. before we figured this out, we fr thought one of them had longer lower eyelashes than the other.
i usually dont read toxic yaois (simply bc it hurts my heart) but jihwan was pmo so bad i had to keep reading. he also needs to shut his fucking mouth i legit roll my eyes every single time he fucking shows up like get off my fucking screen holy shit im gonna die. there is a genuine, real life hatred that i hold in my heart for this fuckass rapist psychopathic cunt and for all the people irl who behave like him. soo young i truly wish the best for you.







before reading, i already checked the comments and how the ending was sad yadda yadda. i still read it anyways. genuinely one of the only yaois that have fr made me cry. its horrible to go through the loss of a loved one. omg AND THE FUCKING FLASHBACK AT THE END WHERE THEY WERE EMBRACING EACH OTHER I FUCKING HATE THIS STORY SO BAD BUT I LOVE IT AND I STARTED CRYING AND OMG I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE WHY IS IT SO FUCKING TRAGIC I FUCKING HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH