I haven't read the raws yet but I got this idea...
What if the reason they made her take the pills is because she has so much mana, more than any of her ancestors. I'm not sure but I think I read somewhere here how light users mana is like a trade off. If one light user has lesser mana, the other light user has more? What if the church has been trying to suppress her mana so that Deborah, the fl of the original novel, can have more mana? They'd prefer Deborah over her since they have a hold on OG!FL.
I have no idea if this makes sense as it sounds more like a crazy conspiracy theory than a legitimate theory, and the fact that I may be interchanging facts from other manhwas I have read, but just a thought ╮(￣▽￣)╭
that makes so much sense- great theory btw
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Spoiler
Tbh this spoiler already being told before by someone else so I just tell what I remember.. I might remember wrong so I apologise first if I said something false..
God have three favorites child but all three child's committed some sins and were curse and cursed to repeat their sins over and over again..
first child will kill his own lover/wife, second child will kill her child and the third child will kill his parents?( I'm a lil bit confused with the third child)
Second child is aisha and she killed her son (which is Abel) but the reason why she killed abel was because he was sick and to lessen his pain aisha killed him and after she regain her memories she'll have both light and dark magic..dark magic because she's cursed
The first child is the pope, he kill his wife (which is aisha) because he was mad that she killed killed their child.. this is why the pope trying to surpass her mana because he doesn't want aisha to remember their first life because if she does the curse will repeat again he's trying to break the curse..
The third child some said it is the author of the novel aisha read but idk if this is true or not so third child identity is still a mystery to me.. the third child tried to kill the god because he was mad that the god cursed the other two siblings and tried break the curse but failed.. ( I think the third child is the god most favorite child between the three siblings)
Once aisha remember her past life she told hades to kill her before she kill Abel but hades rejected the idea of killing aisha so aisha threatened hades to use her dark magic to manipulate hades into killing her..
Before this there was a woman who told hades to adopt abel that woman was aisha and she warned hades to kill any woman that tried to get close to abel and told him that she remembers her past life..
This is all the spoiler that I have I haven't looked for any new spoiler(〜￣△￣)〜
Ohh i think I read something about aisha is deborah or something but I'm not very sure about this so I might be wrong(￣∇￣")
Wow, thanks for the spoiler ヾ(☆▽☆). Im even more curious and excited with the development of the story and how this plays out at the manhwa (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
She was still young when she got married and became pregnant. And though she was emotionally mature and knee how to compartmentalizing her emotions and responsibilities, she was still a young girl, and there's always a limit to how much a person can bottle it all up before they explode. It's sad to see how she's going through all this without a support system, which had mostly had a hand on her spiralling more into depression and anxiety. With no one to go to to release her frustrations, she sadly took it out on her child. Not to say I'm defending her, which I'm not, but I understand her thought process. And it just grates me how her husband said something so insensitive, clearly shows that he never really saw and understood her and what she was going through.
I love this realistic portrayal of a young pregnant woman going through these struggles. Not too much, but not glossed over.
I wholeheartedly agree haha, this is comic is such a breath off fresh air. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Don't worry darling, we've all been there, doesn't make it any less embarrassing
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that mcr phase in middle school is kicking in lmao
Finally she was able to release all those pent up emotions. You go girll
Came in expecting a verbal beating, didn't know there'd also be tears
She wants the prince, who's basically am important figure to the country and won't want to deal with your snake ass ╭∩╮(︶︿︶)╭∩╮
EVERY CHAPTER MAKING ME CRY FOR NO REASON IM-
I KNOW RIGHT EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER MAKES ME CRY ITS LIKE VIOLET EVERGARDEN ALL OVER AGAIN
Is this bl or not? Im so confused but I don't mind HAHAHAHAHAH
Doesn't mean they're automatically forgiven, but its a start. LOVE ME SOME COURAGEOUS FL. LOVE ME SOME REDEMPTION ARCS. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Me, after reading fanfictions of my favorite characters
I'VE NEVER CRIED SO MUCH IN MY LIFE WTF