Okay everyone, let me sum it up....I don't know how what to feel about this.
Mr Shin is clearly indulging the FL for nefarious reasons and it's insaneeee. Also, I don't know how I inferred this opinion, but...I don't think Mr Shin actually loves his wife and I don't think he's obsessed with her in the typical way it's usually portrayed, I think he wants to possess her body and why do I think he enjoys his life as it is: Sleeping with women (I don't know if he has actually cheated don't quote me ); being perceived as a devoted husband; not being wickedly cheated on ; plus being admired and respected by everyone even the FL
I just want to also say that I'm so sorry but there's nothing Bido can do that'll make me hate her. I think being desperate to experience love in whatever form it comes is a valid excuse for everything.
I love this. I relate so much with Bom and I feel her life could be mine if was born with privilege.
There's something so sinister about poverty and the fear of it. When I was younger I didn't really want to achieve anything, I felt drawn to no one and desired nothing, my mother's opinions about me ruled my reality and I had so much self hatred that I constantly looked for love anywhere, despite not wanting it at the same time. I'm a bit older now, an adult, life is filled with so much uncertainty and chaos that I've grown apathetic. In every stage of life I get to I always dream of leaving despite just being at the entrance. Apathy and numbness, despite the ongoing chaos in my life, that's what I usually feel. And just like bom the one of the few times I felt alive was when I was with my childhood crush (which is very silly) but it made me aware of the fact that I am capable of this feelings but it leaves an ache in my heart that I haven't felt that way in ages.
I have goals now, I'm trying to pursue everything and anything to get accolades from my peers, to get admiration from everyone and to be able to simply run away whenever I want. However, that numbness and apathy is still there.
I'm about to embark on another stage of life and I'm so frightened, I sincerely hope everything goes well. I can't wait for more chapters








Everyone needs to laugh at this