I know its just some random manwha that I decided to binge read but I think I understand where fake Hajoon is coming from. He was traumatised with the environment in which he grew up in and when his father committed murder/suicide with his mom his only way of coping at that time was to think of Sodam as his saviour and how he needed to save Sodom. Sodam probably signifies the only good thing happening for him at that time so he latched all his hopes and purpose to keep living on him(he would definitely be depressed af if he had not done so). And on another note I think he feels guilty towards his father somehow, that it was his fault he finally pulled the plug because he heard what he was saying to the mom at that time.
And then when he finally met Sodam after years of pining for him and realising that the one person he thought he could confide his identity in did not care enough to remember him or the memories they made together, something probably broke inside him turning all the love to hate and the constant emptiness is probably a result of lying to yourself for so long and lying to the only person you care about and seek validation from.
I think when Sodam finally hears his real name he'll remember him properly and their memories lol
But.....there should definitely be some realtime healing before they get back together. Like big time.
And please, Real Hajoon is the worst - real time bully, violent, rich brat and scum who's lived a life of squandering all he's worth. He's definitely not the "good" choice here. And people seem to forget that he was about to rape Sodam??
Really liked the story but I hate how they're just letting the rapist, bully and physical assaulter go??? Like wtf. Let him face the repercussions of his actions before he gets his own "love" story. Makes my blood boil.
I was cringing and giggling like a happy idiot the whole time. So happy for all of them. So much love ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
This was something my weak heart could not handle. I was so sad when it ended like that. Maybe they are happy now in their own way but at what cost and with what kind of life?
I really thought the father should have just helped them out in the beginning. It all went so wrong from when he let Arwin go, from being his number one and making his position in the brothel go bad. And he f-ing tried to touch his own son! And i wished that Anton was smarter and had better plans because all we see are his countless failures. But he was still young though. And i just wanted Arwin to be happy. He did not deserve the forced sex parties. I want to just cry with him. Screw Bianca because she made someone she knew and related with go through the same harsh and traumatic ordeals she went through just to repay Arnault and she was in cahoots with that nephew and mafia guy. Just smh.
This story is just so sad. But it would not have been as interesting or heartwrenching as it was if it had not gone the was it did. So good read.
The level of toxicity in this manhwa is off the roof (⊙…⊙ )
Kyaaa ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
I absolutely loved everything about this series. I can't believe I avoided reading it for so long because I thought it would be boring and angsty.The story was just amazing.I loved every character so much and now I just want to be loved and fall in love as well T_T
I absolutely adored the Bexan and Diesel combo as well, so hilarious.
I can't be the only one that gets super creeped out by the ghosts/monsters right? ╥﹏╥
And such a great and interesting story. I'm definitely super invested.
This is the first bl I have read to take me on for such a big twist, one I did not see coming. And damn I hate Khoul so much (︶︿︶)＝凸
Now I just hope that River and Heil get together, love each other passionately and be happy. And thinking about it now maybe if they can get over their past trauma, Heil and River can be together for all eternity. So there's the plus side. Really hoping for happiness in the coming chapters.
I really liked the art at the beginning a lot more but I guess now they look more fierce?!
Anyways I absolutely hate stories like this but out of compulsion I started reading and I just couldn't stop lol. And in my opinion~
Tae wonho: You piece of shit, you deserve all the shit coming your shitty way. And honestly I hoped for you not find happiness for a long long time. But your lying, cheating, abusive ass still gets loved, so lucky you.
Min ki: You should have woken up sooner. But I truly get how hard it must have been for you. I wish for your love and happiness.
Taeyoung: I love you puppy-kun. You are such a good guy amd deserve so much love. Nobody mess with my baby!
Eunwoo: I guess to some degree you did what you thought was the only thing you could you do. But you're damn messed up as well. And though I wish for your happiness I hope it takes time.
Seriously think about your life if you don't see that beside being abusive himself that Wonho you hate so much was victim of abuse himself for years. The lack of empathy and childishness is unbelievable.
Also you call ending up with someone who exploited you sexually a happy ending?
Well I'm sorry you feel that way. But you can't deny that it was wonho's own greed that brought him to his place. And I can't believe that you think empathizing with someone who abused, lied to, never trusted you and gave you shit for the exact things you were doing wrong is the right thing. Is he really the victim here? In the situation he wanted for himself?
And his relationship with eunwoo is just me romanticising with the story and plot. Not something i would ever base in a real life situation.
Sigh. Why people don't see the problem in industry but in their victims. It's completely normal for you that the guy who was very talented, put a lot of effort and work into his job, couldn't get any work, forget about bigger roles because he didn't have connections? It didn't matter how much he tried, he didn't get anything. His own BOSS proposed solution with sponsors. Can you imagine your boss proposing you that there are some people (sponsors in this case) interested in you...and if you sleep with them you would finally get promotion? Which (what's even more funny) you deserved long time ago but you didn't get and you won't get because you don't have connections? This situation is normal to you? How can you call it greed? So what... he should be jobless forever or happy with small episode roles? Is it ok for a boss to propose something like that to their employee? Is it normal that you have to sell your own body to get something you deserved? Did he enjoy that?
Wonho isn't some lazy, talentless guy who wants to deceive the system. The opposite actually.
He was taken advantage of and he is a victim. Him being later abusive himself doesn't change that fact.
And... I'm talking about your lack of empathy toward characters not Minki. But on the other hand it is distributing that Minki doesn't really care that his partner and fellow actors are being sexually exploited by his own boss.
Wonhorelationship with Eunwoo is wrong. And there is nothing happy about it.
4th time reading this masterpiece. I just love them so much