By chapter 37 I couldn’t take it anymore and knew I was wasting my time Everyone had damn ass potential and all was slowly being drowned into nothing. The dynamic started turning shitty black haired guy was cool till the author got bored of him and just threw away developing his character and story like he did with the other brother. And then the other brother is so childish it’s annoying and it’s so weird cause it feels like he’s a child with an adult body and it doesn’t help that the mc treats him like a kid. And what he fell for him for that? It felt like the mc was a pedo. Then the assaults just kept continuing with the ML not changing at all. I really don’t wanna waste 40 more chapters of this.
Fuck I don’t want to read this anymore. I’m so pissed off, the author draws the rape scenes, especially the gang rape so graphically. I just couldn’t shrug off that the author wanted to draw those scenes for porn reasons, not because they want to show the mc’s traumatic experiences. The scenes don’t feel dark. But they also want to maintain this innocent heart wrenching love story at the side with mc and ml which SUCKS because it’s such an obvious pretense. Trying to be this romantic ass story while treating the mc as this porn fantasy of the author is just so much worse than a story that is obviously just for porn cause y’know the story is unserious fuck
Just because you think so doesn’t mean others would! I think it’s so unserious that the author wants to portray this story as some tragic innocent romance but draw the rape scenes graphically each and every time! It’s trying not to be one but it made me feel like I was reading a porn without plot manhwa. They should’ve chosen if they wanted to draw a porn driven story or a romance driven story, not both because they weren’t so good at it.











I’m not a fun of glasses being seen as sensual so I don’t really read bottoms with glasses(it’s a whole genre after all) but damn the author and mc here just made me appreciate it. They’re so hot hahahha