I'm not sure what's the intent of the author for dragging the rape scenes.
Is it to make the readers uncomfortable or to indulge the readers? Or both? The heck.
Why are they also drawin parallels to the way ML and MC have sex? That's so weird. Like, is the dildo supposed to remind him of their sex, or is the ML messing with his head for him not to focus on the abuse and rape? What's the intention for these scenes? So weird.
He really is mentally ill. That maybe also part of the reason why he is obsessed with nanjo. Sure liking him and liking the sex is one thing, but to become this deeply obsessed? Can we even call this love or just a sick obsession born out of desperation and trauma? I mean you dont really need a deep explanation for loving someone, sometimes it just happens but I wish we were given more time to see why he thought Nanjo cared about him or how he became this obsessed so it feels a bit earned haha











This is like catholic religion but make it gay sex. I'm not religious but it's mostly the catholic church that gets ridiculed like this. Lol Even if you say this is fictional.
Also if the goal of this yaoi god is to unite the priest and the kid thru sodomy, does he really need to demonstrate it himself? Performing a "miracle" thru sex with a priest? Let him get gangraped but yaoi god will kill those people later lol I only skimmed this, overall very weird and uncomfy hahaha