Not feeling scripted. I still have the tsundere effect when I first start to like someone, and I don't like that mix of being mean to them on instinct and feeling like I should be apologising all the time. I start to doubt the way I conduct myself, get too self conscious about my appearance, worried I'm saying too much... I've seen a lot of these c...... 1 reply
did read bad yaoi or hentai manga
did repeat a song 5 times a day
