meko

There was this bl i read a long time ago and I dont remember much i think the Mc asked the ml out bc he never says no but this was the first time the ml dated a guy and the ml was a player I only remember one scene and it was the Mc seeing the ml being kissed by another girl that the ml always hooked up with even when he was dating someone and anyway the Mc acted like he didn't see anything and that surprised the ml bc he thought he would make a scene and end things anyway after that the ml started actually taking an interest in the Mc also the Mc is bi ?? I think . I remember this bc there was another scene where the mc was sitting with some girls and the ml was standing talking to friends and idk but thr convo went to arent u jealous of him (mc) talking to girls or getting their attention and the ml was like no hes gay but then thr friends were like no hes actually bi. And one more thing I think the dynamic was Mc fell first but ml fell harder ? If this sound familiar plz lmk the name i wanna read it again Tysm

hi sorry about the title idk how else to like word it but I read this bl like awhile ago about this amish (?) guy and the story is about him going out in the world and like meeting this guy who was like a sex worker who thought he was a client. Anyway in the end they run away together or smth. If any of this sounds familiar can someone pls tell me the name