Now I've read some pretty messed up yaoi, but the amount of discomfort this brings me?? The top is actually disgusting and im only about 10 chapters in but im already dropping this. In some yaoi there is rape for plot development, but this is just straight romanticized rape. Dont read if you arent comfortable with rape, noncon, manipulation, force, possessiveness or anything similar. This one just left a bad taste in my mouth, im done reading anything for the night thats how uncomfortable i am lol
I really liked chang after he confessed, quite toxic but it was a lot more complex than the relationship with creed. Idk i liked ed and chang together.
but.....Chang raped ed......i personally refuse to feel sorry for him but you're entitled to your opinion, i've said this before and i'll say it again. I feel like alot of people's judgements about Chang are clouded because of how hot he is. If Chang was ugly not nearly as many people would be siding with him regardless of how complex his character is. i blame it on the halo effect.
I know that a lot of yaoi had rape in it and I've read plenty with some fucked up scenes but in this context its just sad. He wants to be with the bottom so bad and hates the abusive ex a lot for what he does but he goes ahead and pushes the bottom way too far from his own comfort. Like this guy knows that the bottom has a bad past but keeps pushing the bottom out of his comfort zone and its upsetting ya know, he can't say he wants to help and then do that.










