The part about "I thought only pretty BOYS..." really like upset me....reminded me of real history and how pedophilic men with authority forced little boys who looked good to be groomed into their toys. Ah goddamn. Anyway. Why do the imagined regas in his background all gotta look like they are 11-14? I prey rn that he won't ever look like that. I did read he gonna become a Twink somehow, so please I pray he won't look like a child omggggg