i don't give description to the first few manga, because i was (am, and will be) too lazy. read from the last page instead.
I'm trying my best to reconstruct this list, which will include yaois that are :
- threesome, gangbang
- rape (as main plot)
- BDSM, dom/sub
- toys, drugs, abduction
Will try to exclude : fandoujin, links to other website, way-too-disgusting shits (i included that on my other list. you can check that out), as well as some that i deem not too interesting
Akamine and Utsumi are two men linked by a dark past only Utsumi remembers: Akamine raping him six ...
- Author: Shinou Ryo
- Genres: Drama / Yaoi / Adult / Mature / Psychological / Smut
Some spoilers'
I was really worried that it'll be one of those stupid stories where both of them die, so I'm pretty glad they survived at chapter 13, this story is really really underrated, well written and lovely art, the element of rape isn't normalized but shown that it affects that person on the receiving end and I think that I appreciate that aspect. I would also like to add that they've grown to accept that their wrong doings in the past might not be erased disappear or forgotten easily but simply exist, and they've shown maturity into moving forward together, like happily, consensually and it was such a sweet end tbh, I love it, especially at the plushie stuff < 3.