oh thank the yaoi gods jaeyi communicated!!!!!!!!! it's a start and already wayyy more than most BL tops do i'm so relieved honestly this manhwa has become my most comfort story and i love jaeyi sm i'm glad the author did him justice. i'm not even mad at the beginning cuz eating ass when he's angry???????? girl where do i sign up also that kiss would'vd made me fall so hard omg poor ideum baby i feel youuuuu
and kids this is why it's so important to get therapy and resolve your childhood issues especially resentment cuz it's gonna bleed into your every relationship and cause you to seriously hurt others. let's stop here and get therapy jaeyi jebal
exactly…i fear from here on out jaeyi’s gonna be even more of an ass to ideum now that his brother is attached to ideum. he was always asked to take a step back whenever his brother wants something and that caused him to be disinterested and maybe resentful with the things he cares about (his parents and judo). and now i think he is feeling the same way with ideum.
the way jaeyi communicated after ideum met his mom and was in a bad state of mind i really thought this would be one of a kind manhwa that's big on communication but ig i was wrong... i can kind of predict the plot. i feel like jaeyi is gonna take his resentment for his brother out on ideum and double down on the whole "we're just fuck buddies you mean nothing to me" stuff. ideum is gonna internalize all that and fall back in his self-loathing self-blaming tendencies. maybe he'll even gravitate towards the brother genuinely thinking he's a friend until he finds out that's jaeyi's brother and jaeyi kept it from him. the emotional hurt might even relapse ideum into his heart injury/sickness. if he doesn't i definitely will i'm so fucking scared to read this now why do you hurt me like this author WHY



ok so that was a bit convoluted way to go into a bdsm relationship idk i was hoping it'd be mutual instead of whatever that was but ok i guess