I discovered this story when there were 30 chapters released, and I loved it sooo much that I decided to let it marinate so I could binge it all in one sitting. well here I am, after that 6 fucking hour long binge, so mad at myself for wasting all that time and waiting excitedly for MONTHSSS for it to fully release. the smut at the beginning was SOOO good and I was very happy with it until ~chapter 50. everything from there was just absolute bullshit. the remaining chapters just felt so forced and, more than anything, boring, which is the absolute last thing you want in a bl. the last 10 chapters were absolute torture bc I was so done with this shit at that point. I'm so disappointed bc it went from being a sexy love story to a bunch of absolute shit that felt so forced and stupid. don't waste ur time with this story, go read an actually good bl like payback (=・ω・=)