Like how the "God" is the author and since Terry saved the world, the story technically ended and the author stopped writing so there's no future? So the world has no choice but to go back at the beginning of the story? ????
I think it's to show vulnerability and get on equal footing. Helmut's greatest secret was revealed to her in the worst possible way and so she is showing her greatest secret in turn
give me my Veradin back dmn i hate it here