That Fujoshi's Favorite

What manhua/hwa made y'all traumatized to the point of being scared shitless..

As for me? there was none, so far. Im being careful uknow *wink* *wink*

can someone recommend me manga with FLs with psychology types. something similar to - Saeism, Himenospia, Mahou Shoujo Site, or Jinrou Game.

Rec me some gorey bl manga such as slow damage , sleeping dead and so (have read popular titles)
Do not recommend me smth like killing stalking black mirror red mansion and stuff with that vibes ( need good story )
Also rec me some bl mangas that the uke is mentally ill,a junkie , cannibal or anything like that like towa in slow damage (not smth like Helen or anything with that vibe )