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fudanshikun September 17, 2026 4:17 pm

nooo dont say that bb. i can relate to what hes feeling rn and its sh*tty as hell TT especially when youre super attracted to someone huhuuhu i bet theres a chasing arc if ever something happens bb doesnt deserve this treatment from the brother or jehwi (if ever) (/TДT)/

fudanshikun September 14, 2026 11:17 am

Tiberius ain't getting picked. He will let hadrius go and still hold feelings for him in the end~

    Kaito September 18, 2026 4:01 am

    So blonde is the only one our ML?

    fudanshikun September 18, 2026 7:33 am
    So blonde is the only one our ML? Kaito

    yep!

    Kaito September 18, 2026 7:37 am

    Awww love it~~~ better than the black one..... Thanks

fudanshikun September 3, 2026 2:46 pm

OKAY THE SEX IS SUPER GOOD FAP MATERIAL AND ALL BUT DAMN THE STORY,,, ITS SO JUICY I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT UPDATE AGAIN AAAA IDEUM MY BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHH PLEASEEE TAKE UR TIME ADJUSTING I CANT WAIT FOR YOUT O BLOSSOM AND GAIN CONFIDENCE AAAAH HE BETTER TREAT U RIGHT AND IF HE DOESNT HE BETTER HAVEA VERY SATISFYING CHASING ARC HUHHUHUHU HE BETTER REALIZE HOW MUCH U MEAN TO HIM HUUHU

fudanshikun August 22, 2026 7:55 pm

i saw in a recc that theres a side couple?? ive been letting this marinate ever since it started but never got to it until i saw the side characters LMAOAOA so do they have their own story in this or is the story mainly focused on the main couple???

fudanshikun July 31, 2026 1:43 am

NOT WRITTEN BY ME BUT BY A RAEDER NAMED CALAMANSI:

Very angsty read with a long stretch of conflict and slow burn romance. "Sweet potato" if we go with slang terms. May not be to everyone's tastes but this kind of tear jerking angst is right up my alley lol so I might be biased!
A story of two broken people meeting each other at the wrong time and hard-earned love. There are themes of betrayal, sacrifice, devotion, and remorse. The tone is sombre throughout like the title suggests.
In my opinion, the characters do have depth despite the stereotypical rich ML poor MC setup. Even the misunderstanding trope is handled tastefully and doesn't feel so juvenile. The plot is interesting, though it is pretty cliche and nothing out of the realm for mafia trope. The lengthy flashback in the middle serves as a huuuge piece of the puzzle which explains how their relationship ended up where it did in the present.
It does take a little bit of patience to power through because the character development is slow. These characters are flawed. MC may come across as weak at first, but I think he's actually pretty strong-willed! He's just someone who's been dealt an unfair hand over and over again and beaten down by life. I wish he had more of a backbone because it hurts my heart as the reader. ML is an emotionally constipated jerk hiding under unresolved resentment, which makes it hard to love him at first tbh, but I came to understand him as the story develops. Also he's homophobic (internalized) so beware if that triggers you. Contrary to what some readers make of it, I actually loved the ending,


I'm so moved by the way MC loves so deeply, and how by the end he refuses to let that love become another form of self-sacrifice. The ML probably didn't suffer enough (lol), but I don't think that's what the MC wanted in the first place. He's never regretted loving him, he only asks for his love to be returned in kind. To him, he made those sacrifices simply because he loves and wanted to.

I think their resolution is about finally meeting each other eye to eye where love is no longer something only one of them carries, not about punishment to earn ML his redemption. The final scene was actually so beautiful and poetic to me I find myself thinking about it often :' (

TLDR; mafia drama with slow burn angst and unresolved feelings from the past

    Lamp July 31, 2026 1:51 am

    thanks for sharing!

fudanshikun July 12, 2026 11:45 am

Remember, the AUTHOR will MOST DEFINITELY USE THE EX AS A DRAMA STARTER TO ITNERFERE WITH THWIR LOVEY DOVER LIFE??? OR IS THIS ALREADY FINISHED UHM

    fudanshikun July 12, 2026 11:48 am

    Oh nvm I just saw the raws its a happy endingmaosoa they got married and the baby was born after at chaptwr 87

fudanshikun July 12, 2026 8:27 am

dohun is a virgin and hasnt slept with anyone else aside from our MC. I saw the raws!

Also author confirmed that this will be a happy ending for them!! They said so in twitter a while back

    Chunta July 12, 2026 8:46 am

    YO I HOPE ML IS AVIRGIN UNTIL HE MET OUR MC BCS I FELT LIKE ITW ILL BE A BETRAYAL IF HE DONE IT WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S BEFORE EXPERIENCED IT WITH OUR MC ... BTW IS IT TRUE??? ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID???? AND YOU KNOW WHAT AFTER OUR ML SAID THAT HE WANT SOMEONE TO TEACH HIM ABOUT SEX I THOUGHT HES GOING TO BE EXPERIENCING IT WITH HIS BROTHER BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT, THE LAST CHAPTER 73 IF I'M NOT WRONG THERE'S A SCENE WHERE I THINK HE AND HIS BROTHER DONE SOMETHING IN HIS ROOM AND AFTER ML LEAVE THE ROOM THE SCENE WHERE THE DOOR THERE'S A DIALOGUE WHERE HIS BROTHER MOUNING HAA HAA I FEEL LIKE THEY DID SMTHG IN THERE OMGGGG IT'S SO GROSSSS PLSSSSSS NOOOOO AND WHY OUR ML HAD TO GET SECUALL HARASSMENT OMG OMGGGGG I HOPE THE ARTIST DRAW A SCENE WHERE ML GET OUT OF THOSE SEXUAL HARASSMENT INSTEAD OF KEEPING IT IN THE DARK

    fudanshikun July 12, 2026 11:46 am
    YO I HOPE ML IS AVIRGIN UNTIL HE MET OUR MC BCS I FELT LIKE ITW ILL BE A BETRAYAL IF HE DONE IT WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S BEFORE EXPERIENCED IT WITH OUR MC ... BTW IS IT TRUE??? ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID???? AND YOU KNOW W... Chunta

    Dw, dohun is compeltely in love and obsessed with our MC. He doesnt get hard for anyone else haha

    QueenChan July 12, 2026 12:20 pm

    That would be on brand

    Chunta July 12, 2026 2:55 pm
    Dw, dohun is compeltely in love and obsessed with our MC. He doesnt get hard for anyone else haha fudanshikun

    Ummm..... Yeah but.....

fudanshikun July 12, 2026 6:10 am

There was a point in chapter 55 or 56(?) Where he said that "I wouldnt sleep woth other people" "i can take it, in the meantime" WHAT IS EH TRYING TK SAY????

    Yesssah July 22, 2026 3:37 pm

    It means he’s gonna take not being fully satisfied until MC builds his stamina

    Yesssah July 22, 2026 3:37 pm

    (≧∀≦)

fudanshikun July 11, 2026 4:02 pm

This is literally so cute, I'm trying to find the novel TL but so far theres none help lol

Also, dw i read from a TL that apparently no matter how toxic/gaslighter San tries to be to our MC our mc just counters it lmao its so cute!!!! Theyre dynamic is literally, unrrquited love vibe from the seme's side

fudanshikun July 11, 2026 1:03 pm

No, he's just watching btw saw it in the spoilers LMAO dw he has NOT done it with anyone else aside from our MC.

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