NOT WRITTEN BY ME BUT BY A RAEDER NAMED CALAMANSI:
Very angsty read with a long stretch of conflict and slow burn romance. "Sweet potato" if we go with slang terms. May not be to everyone's tastes but this kind of tear jerking angst is right up my alley lol so I might be biased!
A story of two broken people meeting each other at the wrong time and hard-earned love. There are themes of betrayal, sacrifice, devotion, and remorse. The tone is sombre throughout like the title suggests.
In my opinion, the characters do have depth despite the stereotypical rich ML poor MC setup. Even the misunderstanding trope is handled tastefully and doesn't feel so juvenile. The plot is interesting, though it is pretty cliche and nothing out of the realm for mafia trope. The lengthy flashback in the middle serves as a huuuge piece of the puzzle which explains how their relationship ended up where it did in the present.
It does take a little bit of patience to power through because the character development is slow. These characters are flawed. MC may come across as weak at first, but I think he's actually pretty strong-willed! He's just someone who's been dealt an unfair hand over and over again and beaten down by life. I wish he had more of a backbone because it hurts my heart as the reader. ML is an emotionally constipated jerk hiding under unresolved resentment, which makes it hard to love him at first tbh, but I came to understand him as the story develops. Also he's homophobic (internalized) so beware if that triggers you. Contrary to what some readers make of it, I actually loved the ending,
I'm so moved by the way MC loves so deeply, and how by the end he refuses to let that love become another form of self-sacrifice. The ML probably didn't suffer enough (lol), but I don't think that's what the MC wanted in the first place. He's never regretted loving him, he only asks for his love to be returned in kind. To him, he made those sacrifices simply because he loves and wanted to.
I think their resolution is about finally meeting each other eye to eye where love is no longer something only one of them carries, not about punishment to earn ML his redemption. The final scene was actually so beautiful and poetic to me I find myself thinking about it often :' (
TLDR; mafia drama with slow burn angst and unresolved feelings from the past
dohun is a virgin and hasnt slept with anyone else aside from our MC. I saw the raws!
Also author confirmed that this will be a happy ending for them!! They said so in twitter a while back
YO I HOPE ML IS AVIRGIN UNTIL HE MET OUR MC BCS I FELT LIKE ITW ILL BE A BETRAYAL IF HE DONE IT WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S BEFORE EXPERIENCED IT WITH OUR MC ... BTW IS IT TRUE??? ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID???? AND YOU KNOW WHAT AFTER OUR ML SAID THAT HE WANT SOMEONE TO TEACH HIM ABOUT SEX I THOUGHT HES GOING TO BE EXPERIENCING IT WITH HIS BROTHER BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT, THE LAST CHAPTER 73 IF I'M NOT WRONG THERE'S A SCENE WHERE I THINK HE AND HIS BROTHER DONE SOMETHING IN HIS ROOM AND AFTER ML LEAVE THE ROOM THE SCENE WHERE THE DOOR THERE'S A DIALOGUE WHERE HIS BROTHER MOUNING HAA HAA I FEEL LIKE THEY DID SMTHG IN THERE OMGGGG IT'S SO GROSSSS PLSSSSSS NOOOOO AND WHY OUR ML HAD TO GET SECUALL HARASSMENT OMG OMGGGGG I HOPE THE ARTIST DRAW A SCENE WHERE ML GET OUT OF THOSE SEXUAL HARASSMENT INSTEAD OF KEEPING IT IN THE DARK
This is literally so cute, I'm trying to find the novel TL but so far theres none help lol
Also, dw i read from a TL that apparently no matter how toxic/gaslighter San tries to be to our MC our mc just counters it lmao its so cute!!!! Theyre dynamic is literally, unrrquited love vibe from the seme's side
Dohyun is a black bellied scheming egoistic BEACHHHH. ya'll think he has feelings for him rn??? WELL NOPE. HE IS SELF SERVING. hate him, thought he was a green flag but NOPE. read the novel and you'll get what I'm talking about, especially if you are able to look into the bigger picture of things.
to add on top of this, he will NOT be developing feelings for our MC until later on. right now, he's just enjoying his child-like adoration and affections towards him and HE KNOWS hehas liked him since he was 14 btw. ALSO, there's like an important plot point in the past that would be delved on later, that somehow both of them know, but it's treated as not really important?? girl. . . idk. Idk how to feel about Dohyun lmfao.
btw he actually knew who our MC was when they reunited. lol
Honestly you guys should read the novel if you're curious! I don't want you guys to experience feeling empty after getting spoiled by me or anyone else. The fun about novels getting adapted into manhwa/manhua/manga is that you can see the characters in action! It keeps you on your toes if you get what I mean ;;
It's not that near, but yes lol you'll see signs in the manhwa when its near lol
Sorry I need to butt in but this is a bad take. Idk if OP didnt finish the novel or read something different or completely misunderstood the plot. Dohyun is intentionally depicted as sus but he is being framed/misunderstood. And that isnt just my take - it is part of the plot. A central part of the story toward the end will be explaining his side and clearing his name. He is very much in love with Wooyeon at this point. You are supposed to think he is sus now tho but it is part of the story. Just trust that he is a good guy and all will be explained.
Also, they already had the clarifying conversation that Dohyun knew who Wooyeon was upon their reunion (that he knew wooyeon was his student when they reunited in college). He is not hiding it. It happened during their clubroom conversation when they got together in ch 35. So everything about this comment is just incorrect and you can verify simply by rereading ch 35.
I do recommend reading the novel if you are interested in deciding for yourself, tho. It is available on readhive and chrysanthemum garden under the same name. Depending on which website you use the chapters are different. Readhive its around vol 3 i believe and on cg we're somewhere under the section "dawn."
To OP- it's fine to have your own opinions about whether you like or dislike characters but please stop spreading misunderstandings. I loved this story and read it several times so reading comments like this just sucks because you're impacting other people's reading experiences with things that are quite literally wrong and can easily be proven wrong. You're not just sharing your opinion but stating incorrect things as if they are spoilers. Please refrain. Thank you.
GIRL WDYM THIS IS THE END OF THE FINAL STORY, THIS IS SO UNSATISFACTORY, EVERYTHING WAS GOING WELL AUTHOR-NIM WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS??? ALL THAT BUILD UP FOR A RUSHED ENDING???
ALSO, WHAT ABOUT THE 2ND COUPLE??? GIRL- YOU BETTER NOT BE KIDDING ME, THERE BETTER BE 1-30+ SIDE STORIES PLUS ANOTHER STORY FOR THE 2ND COUPLE, WHERE WE COULD SEE THE OTHER TWO BEING HAPPY AND SWEET THERE TOO DAFUQ










OKAY THE SEX IS SUPER GOOD FAP MATERIAL AND ALL BUT DAMN THE STORY,,, ITS SO JUICY I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT UPDATE AGAIN AAAA IDEUM MY BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHH PLEASEEE TAKE UR TIME ADJUSTING I CANT WAIT FOR YOUT O BLOSSOM AND GAIN CONFIDENCE AAAAH HE BETTER TREAT U RIGHT AND IF HE DOESNT HE BETTER HAVEA VERY SATISFYING CHASING ARC HUHHUHUHU HE BETTER REALIZE HOW MUCH U MEAN TO HIM HUUHU
i wish we can leave comments on ideum bl works BABY DESERVE THE WORLDDD