i used to be really attracted to this manhwa primarily because of the art, secondarily bc of nan's self sufficiency and unreliability in many aspects lol but now.... the art took a turn for the worse? or rather it's simplicity took away its initial appeal—what was once felt detailed bodies and delicate expressions now feel,,, airbrushed, in a sense. i don't know how to describe it exactly, the artstyle gave the characters a sort of delicate strength and a sort of imagined daintiness and maybe its just me but yeah I dont know if it's lack of passion or what but it's saddening, along with the decline of everyone's characters in the story
reread this cause I was curious why I dropped it and ahhh yes. the flimsiest chemistry ever. all the best for any unhealthy fictional relationships but the constant suicide baiting and the way the story tried to spin this as romantic and compatible was sooo funny and i was giggling as noah released the 294938 suicide threat and then mason did the same thing in the end. also yeah this guy (mason) is so repressed he can't admit his bisexuality till he's in a situation where he can have /plausible denialibility. (oh and the throwaway homophobic 'you're not like the other gays cause (insert derogatory stereotype)' line by vic proctor was fucking annoying)
world's biggest saviour complex vs. highly suicidal ultimate toxic masculinity emotional repression (force this guy to go to therapy and speak about his damn repression) final boss and see whether theyre actually happy beyond the honeymoon period.
maybe they will but the "i now know where my sexual preferences come from and it's because i always thought of that poor vulnerable boy (noah) and wanted to emulate that innocent vulnerable vibe in my partners" actually gave me chills.
may my forgetting this be expedited.
s/n the artist's creator's note saying "all of noah's tears is sincere" actually made me scoff. bro, he is manipulation incarnate which is recognised in this media itself and of which you should know. or maybe i'm misinterpreting this b3cause they mean 'sincere' as in 'serving a damn purpose to fulfil all of noah's desires'.
10/10 for representing the oligarchy that is america tho
rlly surprised at how well (understanding and empathetic yet draws back no punches and still be respectful) they depicted an abusive rs and coercive SA and survivors of abuse. like, do I have beef with some of the story beats? yes, but the gradual reveal of og sihyeon trauma and past is rlly done well. i dont think non suicidal people would get this but begrudging a suicidal person for their decision as some sort of morally bad crime is stigmatising and I dont want to take away power and agency from a mentally spiralling individual despite him being fictional so imma say that I wish society as a whole, but especially to queer folk, orphans, lower SES people, be kinder to prevent such deaths.
and can we say that being in sihyeon body actually made mc happier ? im not saying his og life was all horrid but it was devoid of a lot of human connection most of the time
tldr im rambling
still love this story as much as when I read it the first time. love that from the start everyone around them treats them being a couple/their queerness as nothing out of the ordinary; it's so rare to get such a respite from the real world like this. and their relationship is perfect, it's just two adults trundling along and doing their best to love each other the best way they both can.
having liette be abusive to her brother then deliberately choosing to whitewash him is... a choice. they couldn't have just changed his hair colour or eyes they had to bleach his skin through "magical means". whatever, ch. 73 is pissing me off. idk that's just such a fucked up decision. and oh the bloody irony that his guild is noah's ark and the parallels to Christianity whitewashing their god and saints lol. whatever
Andrew's basis for ephemeral entities non existence is "ghosts would have been forced to work even in death" lmao where is your whimsy Mr nerd !!( ; ロ)゚ ゚surprised he didnt use the most common cause tho like strong magnetic fields and infrasound
anyways this was so cute luke's smile can literally save lives lol and andrew being sulky 100/10











can admin pls fix the ongoing / completed status errors ... or at least allow uploaders who send in the last chapter to mark the work as completed or something . or must we email admin or smthg