Namida713's Topics (69)

I love Finder, I really do. It introduced me to yaoi 20 years ago and still holds a very special place in my heart.

That being said... wasn't this a weird, anticlimactic chapter? There was almost nothing of its old charme left, everyone acted strange, it was super rushed, and all in all, it just didn't feel right. I actually cringed when Akihito finally "woke up" (〜￣△￣)〜

I hope the author just got tired of this arc herself and will soon find her way back to her usual brilliancy.

What happened to the previous uploaders? I enjoyed their memes at the end of every chapter almost as much as the webtoon itself (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Can we just pause for a moment to appreciate all these pretty butts in this webtoon? I could squeeze them all day and be perfectly happy with my life (▰˘◡˘▰)

It was nice and all, but I wish they would've kissed at least once :( Like this, it doesn't really feel complete...

I like the idea of alpha x alpha and the smut is nice but the top is ugh, so shallow. I can't see a single thing I find charming about him. This will probably go on like "my parents have always bought me stuff instead of giving me affection, blahblah, I have never known how to love unconditionally so I have always used money to get what I wanted, blahblah, but because of you I finally understand that money can't buy me the happiness I truly need, blahblah".

Also, those plotholes... like, just send the money back and be done with it; there's no reason at all (!) why he should suddenly owe him four times the amount if he does ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I like it because it's weird but seriously, is this missing a comedy tag?

Usually, I'm not a huge fan of omegaverse stories, but I love this webtoon so damn much, I can't even Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

Koogi... aka the only person who can make you feel sorry for a serial killer (￣∇￣")

To all you guys saying "I get that he's traumatized, but he's still a dirty slut": No, you fucking don't get it; you're not even close to understanding what real trauma means. So please let an adult explain to you what you obviously don't get.

Shiwoo's been raped by a person he used to trust. Some people would now avoid ever having sex again, some people would distance themselves from others to an indefinite future date, and some would even sleep around frantically to try and forget the awful shit that's happened to them. And you know why? Because the human mind never follows a logical path, simple as that. He's suffered a severe damage to his psyche and he's dealing with it the way he feels is right - this neither makes him a slut nor a despicable sex addict. Who are you to tell a person how to cope with THEIR trauma (or rather, how not to cope with it)?

Just an example for those of you who've potentially never read a book: Ever heard of PTSD? There was this case of a soldier who came back from Afghanistan, suffering from PTSD (note: he's never killed anyone himself). Now, a lot of soldiers would seek psychological help, some are even known to have killed themselves - but then there was this one soldier who couldn't cope with his traumatic experiences at all, so he ended up mass shooting innocent people on the streets. What I'm getting at? His behavior seems excessive, but this is exactly what trauma means: a mental disorder that isn't reasonable at all. To some it happens due to warfare, to some it's because of rape, to some it's a terrible accident - the fact is: those events all have potential to destroy a person's mind. And it's not yours to decide whether an event is traumatic enough to be "allowed" to behave irrationally and excessive. And FYI: About half of people develop PTSD following rape, so it's not as uncommon as you might think.

Back to topic (mild spoilers ahead): Then, when Shiwoo finally began to trust someone else again, namely Hyun, he was betrayed and mistreated AGAIN. So when pure Yujin came into play, he fell back into old schemes, not trusting anyone and seemingly fooling around - because his mind tells him that faith and feelings only hurt. He just can't trust Yujin now and maybe (just a guess) even tried to hurt him as a replacement for Hyun, who's hurt him before but he ran away from.

Sorry for the rant, but the comment section made me extremely mad. Feel free to dislike this, because I know you won't budge from your opinion of Shiwoo - that's a defining characteristic of kids after all.

Doesn't he get pruney fingers after preparing the uke's ass for almost an hour?