holy shit man, while it feels superficial to talk about this on an aggregate manga site, i feel a desire to say something in regards to this story. so please ignore this if you’re not a kindhearted or understanding person, please….
if you ignore all the supernatural and somewhat more valid reasons, i would say i’m in a similar position as Martina. I am in a relationship with someone I have a hard time loving. my previous (and first) relationship was unhealthy, he used me for sex and told me during our relationship that he still loved his crush of 4 years. I loved that man to the ends of the earth and with every fiber of my being, but i was the one who had to break things off because i knew the relationship would give me nothing. but i was ill prepared for the genuinely pain, anguish and heartbreak that followed. This was during highschool, I couldn’t pay attention in classes due to extreme headaches. on particularly bad days the muscles around my face cramped and caused immense pain, this was due to the sheer amount of crying i did. hardly a few months go by and i can tell there’s a guy interested in me, i’m still very numb at this point. to shorten this part of it, he asked me out and i said yes primarily out of loneliness and the idea that no one would love me so getting someone to be interested in me would be impossible after this. he knew of my situation with my previous partner, so he was slightly insecure for the first few months. id say it took about two months for me to say “i love you” a detail that i don’t believe is important but he does, he’s on the chubby side, and he’s shorter than the average male. but those things don’t affect the way i feel about people. fast forward to now, i don’t know why but my feelings of love are dwindling, whenever he says i love you and i respond in kind, it feels like a lie. I tried to break things off once but he talked me out of it. i’m too weak minded, i’m not cruel, seeing someone i care about crying and begging is going to affect me. anyways, just wanted to say this because this story hit close to the heart. the desperation Terriod feels is crippling for both parties and it’s a horrible feeling.
Hi, I honestly don’t know what to say to help console you and I’ve never been in your situation or dealt with pain like that, but I want to say and let you that are you are an Amazingly STRONG person! And I believe that you will overcome this situation. I don’t know if this helps but please know that what I’m writing is not empty words. You are a Strong person, and if you want to change your current situation I, no doubly, believe in YOU. It might be a cliche to say this, and I want you to know that there are better fishes in the sea. hopefully one day, you’ll meet someone who will make you fall in love again.
Anyway, you’re free to disregard my little outburst if you so choose to. And I’m sorry if words are a bit much.
Yeonwoos innocence, your smile is a trap, predator marriage, 7th loop (it should pop up if u type that in, idk the full name. It's regression but not isekai) I just wrote random ones, have fun!
Yeonwoos innocence, your smile is a trap, predator marriage, 7th loop (it should pop up if u type that in, idk the full name. It's regression but not isekai) I just wrote random ones, have fun! nutterinyourbutter
the main female lead has blonde hair that’s super long and the male has i think white hair or black hair, one or the other. but it has comedy in it and the art is notably incredible, the beginning has something along the lines of her getting kidnapped or attempted to get kidnapped. the male lead is some kinda demon i think and i’m pretty sure the female lead is some kind of holy figure(?) later on there’s some kind of frozen lake that they go to frequently. i think she falls through at some point? last time i read it, it seemed to have been dropped by the author but the season was done, just no second one. i cant remember many other details… ╥﹏╥
Ok I’m reading given rn and this is my view on the most recent chapter; The mere fact that ue thought of the idea of basically embodying mafuyus ex in his song is amazing, it’s basically him showing that he wants to(or even does but that might be a stretch) know mafuyus ex and his life and not just him THROUGH mafuyu which makes it seem as if he wants to know EVERY. THING. about mafuyu both through him and NOT through him (if this makes any sense but basically, I love the fact that ue loves mafuyu as well as wants to know all of mafuyus experiences and lives that were connected to him, I’m crying rn)
UWAH I HAVE GOTTEN MY LAST AMOUNT OF PURITY TAKEN AWAAAY!!
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hehe idk why but i just wanna say that this makes me feel kinda like son of a bitch ... i am ok ... anyways, i love manga, yaoi, (sometimes lol) hetero romance, shoujo, shounen ai, are my fav genres
school has started and i want to commit a war crime istg this is bullshit. why is my spanish teacher an asshole? why is my chem teacher only 3 years older than me? why is my elective class the only one i can tolerate? why am i on this plane of existence?the questions i have for satan when i die are endless…
my brain is mush
i have a problem being on this site for hours at a time, during lunch during class during hw time even until like 2 in the morning
(for those very treasured few, my Turkish status is cuz my dad is turkish and we live with a lot of turkish 'things' (customs, food, habits, etc.) but i don't really speak it, i can understand it when i hear it, but not speak it)
i could smell the comments the millisecond i saw her