BRO THIS bitch be pissing me off like wtf is wrong w her
As a novel reader it never gets better trust… it gets better and then boooom FUCKING ANGST. the worst part is yet to come
Can you spoil please
Spoilers:
I read it a long time ago so I'm not sure I remember everything, and it may be a bit inaccurate because my memory is shit. (And English is not my first language sorry if it doesn't make sense)
Park siwon put his threats to actions. He's got the whole class to harass seonwoo. They spit on his food, beat him up, insult him all the time. Seonwoo is completely alone because he's afraid they will harassed anyone who will help him. Park siwon force seonwoo to kiss and touch him sexually. Seonwoo defend himself, he doesn't let people treat him like shit without doing anything. But still it's a lot, and after some time of being bullied everyday, he got depressed, he can't eat properly, he can't focus in class, he start sleeping in course. He became so broken that park siwon starts to feel bad. He beat the people who harassed seonwoo, and start to help him to eat properly again. Seonwoo is so broken he doesn't have the force to reject park siwon's help. At some point park siwon witness seonwoo throwing up, he helped him and cleaned up, but other kids came into the bathroom so both hide, the kids started to shit talk about seonwoo, and park siwon had to cover his ears to avoid breaking him even more. He knows how much his actions hurt seonwoo.
Seonwoo asks him if it's harder than expected to see the results of what he did to him. Park siwon tells him it is horrible to see him suffer and that he hate being hated by seonwoo. Seonwoo ask him to let him go but Park siwon says he can't.
After being forced, Seonwoo start to get medications and slowly get a tiny bit better. He still hate park siwon for what he put him through and cannot forgive anything. He starts to plan his escape, he wants to leave the country to be with his mom. He acts more friendly with park siwon to avoid troubles but can't wait to leave him. Park siwon thinks they are friends again and is happy to spend time with him.
At some point (I don't remember how) but park siwon realize Seonwoo was lying and planned to leave him all along. He became furious and scared, he can't live without seonwoo.
He threatens him and tell him he can't leave. I don't remember exactly but I think seonwoo wants to die. Park siwon tells him that if he wants to die then he's the one who should kill him. Park siwon starts to strangle him. But in the end he cannot do it. They both cry and park siwon accepts to let seonwoo go.
After this I think they spend some times without talking to each other. Park siwon observes seonwoo from a distance but leave him alone. He's too afraid to lose him for good. He became more depressed but seonwoo gets better, he start to make friends and live a normal life.
After a long time they start exchanging some words, then more (I'm sorry I don't remember exactly why), and at some point they got closer and seonwoo falls in love again. They start to date and park siwon is the obsessive boyfriend you could expect him to be, he treats seonwoo good but his extremely jealous. They are not in the same classe anymore because of the bullying seonwoo had to redo his year and park siwon hate himself for this. Without his bullying they would both be able to see each other a lot but now Seonwoo has many friends and is invited to parties. Park siwon's cannot do anything because he sees seonwoo being happy to have friends. And they live happy ever after
TELL ME IF ITS WORTH PICKING UP, i was letting marinate cause i wanna see the yearning
Mmmm i’d wait a like another 10 chapters for any real progress